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I am finally free.



My ties are severed. I no longer have to see her, text her, or pic her up from work. I got my things back and now I have no reason to remain friends with her.



I am free.



I can only hope I remain as such.

Don't Panic.



School is getting busier with my projects due soon. Also we started demolition in the basement today in preparation for getting my new room all ready. Plus all my other current little issues rolling around in my boat...



So I will not be logging in much for a while. So don't panic if I don't message you back for a while. I'm just busy and I have also been in a poor mood. So until I start to feel better I won't be on talking to anyone.



End Transmission.

And Karma arrives. Here she is in all her glory to fuck me up. See, I can just tell. I just knew that something bad was coming and it was something I was not expecting at all.



One of my very attractive male friends sent me a message this morning asking me about the messages I have been sending his girlfriend because now she thinks he's cheating on her with me. I have no idea what's going on because I never sent her any messages at all. Also, I would never EVER cheat on my love. I would rather die first in the slowest, most painful way possible then break his heart.



So yay, thank you karma for that nice little "fuck you" this morning. Now I have to straighten all this out while making sure neither or our relationships are compromised. Screw you.

It is when things are going well that I have to worry. I just know, something is waiting around the corner to drag me back one hundred steps, kicking and screaming. When things go so very smoothly for this long I just can't help but be paranoid. Nothing has ever been perfect in my life, not ever so I have to suspect that karma is out to get me when I am in such a good mood and things are going my way.



Though I also know, no matter how much I prepare myself for it, I'm never going to be ready for the next obstacle. I am going to run straight into the next hurdle and do a wonderfully painful flip over it, smashing my face into the pavement. I know it, because it has happened before.



Hooray for paranoia.

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xxBlueFairyxx
06:46 Sep 04 2010

I know what you mean. Over the summer , I have been on a constant "high". We were so busy at my company doing events. I am waiting for Hr to approve my promotion. So I know what you mean. The coming back to earth stinks.grrrr

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