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too much shit has been going down. i feel empty inside and i dont know why. its hard for me to think of why or how all in all. its like i dont know my self anymore. my mamery is going fast and no i'm not on drugs... there was something in here but its gone now so i dont know whats going on. i dont know what to make of anything. its getting to be too much. i feel drained. its not right. i'm not me anymore. and it is starting to feel like a new kind of depretion. i just dont know what to do anymore.