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damn..... when u think life is perfect and it`s gonna be like that for quit a time..... then BOOM out of no where..... everything changes....... shiet... well... My bf Izzy was here not long ago... I allready miss him.... We started dating on wednesday.... {officially} but i count it from tuesday 19th july...

I don`t know.... this relationship is kinda weird... 1st we started talking and blah blah..... but now.. it feels like it`s a grownup relationship... you know....... something serious... and i feel it and he does feel the same thing.... oh my goddesssss ........ He is 2nd sweetest thing i`ve come around ..... What ever i tell him... he does it he never disrespects me... he`s..... every lady`s dream..... he said something like... "I know we have been dating for less than a week but ... this time that i got to spend with you was really special to me, and you are the only girl that i wanted to see everyday and i did, and i LOVE YOU" OOOOOOOOOOK......... and dude.....

at 1st i was kinda........ in shock....... but then i was thinking about it... {all quiet..... coz i didn`t say anything back for like....... 40seconds maybe a minute..... } and i was thinking of how sweet and polite he is....... how much love he gives me..... and how i miss all that coz only one person geave me same amount of them selves before..... that`s radowan....... guy from my profile that i never changed....... oh well..... i Miss my baby Izzy... He`s going to church at the morning... so he`ll be over at around 12 or so... so he`s gonna come after that.... then.... skittlez is gonna come.... around 3-4 and we all r going to Astrid Haven`s show..... ..... well.... i`m off it`s around 12:30am so.... i might as well just try to get some sleep coz my mom descided to make me cleen my room and kitchen floor and dishes.. just so my friends can come over....... dude..... that`s tooo much work....... i can do floor and dishes....... but my atomic bomb-room... needs days of cleaning polishing.... and so long.... but..... i`ll try to make it work....... well..... i think i`m off to my sweetest dreams... wish me luck... mwahhhhhhhh

Well...... it`s 22nd of july..... i`ve been hanging out with izzy all this week long........ and i didnt mind one second......... we went to gay night at caribou which is every wed. so....... i had hun..... i even didn`t wanna be a bitch.... so.. one of the guys that i know that i got in a fight with he was there and i figured i`d make up with him.... and i was like..... lets shake hands... with him and i did........ i gtg so i won`t get in trouble .......... c ya laterz

well.........hello.... i didn`t write in a long time... i tought.... hey... it`s not roth writting unless u really have what to say... I do now... i met Izzy... probably the sweetest guy in the whole world.... hee hee hee we met by friend of ours Julie{girl that doesn`t know how to shut up} lol anyways..... at first i tought hey.. what the hell... he about 5 inches shorter than i am but..... he can be my friend.... yeah..... i tought so..... i never dated anyone that is shorter than me or even same size than i am..... lmao... they have to be in clouds.... you know... me being mean to all short ppl who like me... i just love it.... so i tought... well..... lemme go back to izzy... yesterday... he came to pick me up from school... and.... yeah we went back to my appartment... hheehehe yeah yeah u can guess.... it did happen.... it was a quicky but it was cool coz i think both of us liked it...... well.... that was before i even found out what a gentleman he is... whenever i`d say stop.... he`ll stop.... aweeeeeee i can`t believe that guys like that still exist...... he`s the only one that i know of... or maybe i don`t look at the ppl the same way? who knows...... well.... we went to the mall.... and there we found one of his friends Britney that i met.... and all of us went crazy.... i proclaimed both of them my bitches.... so now... i have 2... wahoo.... good stuff... well... we got to spend a full hour alone..... waiting for the bus at the bus stop.... i totally forgot what a good feeling it is to have someone kiss you.... someone give u tight hug and the actual feel ... oh man.... i needed that! i`M BACK.... I`M ALIVE AGAINNNNNNNNNNN hee hee hee well.... today.... he`s supose to pick me up again... now i`m my class being bored coz profesor geave me shitload of word that i don`t feel like doing so i`m just gonna pass...... and get a B or C i dunno and i don`t care....... i can`t stop thinking about Izzy and caaaaant wait till he gets here.... i didnt tell him yet but we r suppose to go to one store that he said was cheap.... so i was liike... cool i`ll bring 80$ {coz my mom has my money and she`s not letting me have more than that, and shes right she knows i`ll spend it on something stupid and i`ll never have anough to buy clothes... or w/e i was planing...} well.... i`ll see what i can buy today... then if i do we r gonna go to my house drop it off.... lol.... yeah,.. then. we r going out with Julie,David{boy with fangs....that julie is obsesed with...},Josh {my cousins nev`s ex bf, who turned gay after they broke up} hee hee hee i have weird family... we tend to turn ppl gay........ anyways....... i am sooooooo gonna have funnnnnnnnn todayyyy.... hey....... i love journal..... it kinda helps u get everything out of ur mind....... but yeah...... i feel sorry for the pearson reading all this crap... well... since i have to do SOME work.... at least for C i gotta get going....... so.... MWAH ttyl