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For quite some time, I lived behind a mask



Continually drinking from this worlds hate filled flask



No one ever saw my deepest emotions



While under it all was hellfire commotions



Thinking back, I understand why I kept it on



But I also see now I've had it on for far too long



Whilst looking in the mirrors eye



Pulling down the mask



This time I can't lie



A little boy trapped inside a mans body, broken and torn



Underneath is a face even Satan would scorn



A deep breathe in, the mask goes on for the final act



If someones out to destroy me, this would be the time to attack



Before the curtains open, I don't expect a crowd



And for the very first time



Silence has never been so loud



Standing on stage looking into the audience and into their faces



There's no going back now, just forward paces



My mask hits the floor and shatters into dust



Watching their expressions, I can feel someones heart bust



Most walk out, forgetting the time we have shared



The few climb up stage and tell me all will be repaired



Bowing my head, and saying thank you for coming



With a light sigh, I feel my emotions aren't so numbing



So now starts my true beginning and may life treat me well



Maybe there is a chance yet, that I can live outside of this hell.

Starring into the mirror for the first time in years



Watching my skin tear and shred as I notice just a single tear



I finally see the battlefield that is my living being



It does not scare me anymore because I finally understand what I am seeing



I've bled so much, I had forgotten what pain actually felt like



My eyes were open wide, but I never saw what was about to strike



Screaming for so long though I never made a sound



Apparently even my vocal cords have been bound



Fought so hard, trying my best not to fail



All just in vein, for they followed my endless blood trail



I'm all out of breathe



I can't run much more



By the time I'm found I'll already be dead on the floor



Just leave me be, left to rot



When I find the strength to fight again



I'll attack them like a blood clot



For now I'll lay and drown in my own pool



Looking back as I die,



I'm starting to realize I wasn't such a fool.

Fading breathe into an endless winter



Despise from amongst the world removed like a splinter



Forth with haste, no battle left to fight



Sleep now my children into eternal night



Wrongs and rights, no more exist



Sleep now my son with a hand, instead of a fist



The only true victor of the battle



So truly sad to see you cut down like cattle



Forever strength is within us all



All in honor of this boys tragic fall.

Leave me out in the cold to die



I do promise you this, I will not ask why



Withered and beaten I do surely ache



But be aware young one, there is no soul here to break



Empty and forgotten I will dream of greener day



But that cannot happen until I make that cunt pay



Twas three years ago now that I became a hollow shell



Forever condemned into my ever burning hell



I must admit I've learned much since my beginning stay



Also acknowledging that for me, there is no other way



My numbness setting in, I can no longer feel the pain



Could it be possible now, that there may be something new to gain



The hourglass can speak no lies and foretells all



The knives also speak that I will make her blood fall



I then awake from my dream and find myself strapped down once more



To the moonlight above I swore



In time I would make you pay, you disgusting gilded whore