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I'm currently on crutches right now. I did my ankle in last night. I was walking in pop's room when I heard my bones all crack and twist and I landed on a heap on the floor.
It's damn painful. I couldn't sleep last night. I was just in agony.
Luckily I still have my crutches from last time I did my ankle in so I didn't have to go to the hospital... that and I refused to go anyways.
Today was slow and kind of boring. I went to class and no one showed up for 20 minutes until I found out they were in a computer room doing their projects that I had already completed. So my teacher ended up giving me linear equations to do. I finished 15 minutes early and I hopped on vr on the college computers.
After that I came home and did some stuff for the coven.
That's about it really. I'm free until Monday now. I'm trying to see if I can sleep at Carlie's on Saturday so we can go to a gig and than hang out with some friends on Sunday.
Steffie-Chan | Try - If you stand or if you fall - You're no problem at all said:
i called her to find out about her party and asked why i wasnt invited
Steffie-Chan | Try - If you stand or if you fall - You're no problem at all said:
why?
.Kaaa'tie . . said:
cuz now shes mad at me n its all your fault
.Kaaa'tie . . said:
u didnt hav to lay the guilt trip on her
.Kaaa'tie . . said:
i hav already got enough of my mind
Steffie-Chan | Try - If you stand or if you fall - You're no problem at all said:
ok i dont know what the hell ur problem is... but incase u dont remember,,, it is my birthday and ive had a pretty bad day and now im crying thanks to you. i hope ur happy
Then i blocked her and she sent this email:
From : Katie Foster
Sent : Wednesday, 1 February 2006 7:10:03 PM
To : xxbroken_innocencexx@hotmail.com
Subject : Im sorry ok, N happy b'day!!
Hey, Im sorry I had to yell at u like that, but I have a lot to go through right now, like fightin with one of my best friends because you had to go off at her like that it was realy unfair. You dont hav to be invited to everything. You have done things that I havent been included in.
And then today I just find out my grandfather just died and I bawled my eyes out, but who cares. And then my stupid boyfriend is bein weird n then i hav got so may upset friends, and you thought you had a bad day ... I am very sorry but I am also going through a rough time
luv your old friend kt
Funny. She is the one I'm always ranting about these days. I remember that time when that email was sent. She fucked up my 15th birthday. Hoe -.-
Ok so I may have lost a friend today because I told the truth. You know wha? I really don't care anymore. I'm not going to pretend that I'm still best friends with someone who lies to me and breaks promises. And in her vain attempt to piss me off she has lowered me in her top friends on myspace. Whoa... the tears are SO about to pour.
She's not even in my top friends anymore. You know why? Because it's my top FRIENDS. She is over a year older than me and I'm more mature than she is. I act like an adult. She acts like a spoilt child. Frankly that's what she is.
The only difference between the rest of the group and myself is that I actually have the guts to speak the truth. Everyone else either lies or ignores the person so they don't have to lie. Not me. I confront that person and if there is a problem, I will voice it.
I don't lie. Simple as that. What you see is what you get with me. I give my all to all my friends and I'm sick of people just using me for that.
I can see it now. Next year I'll go to get my license and I'll be Miss Popular.
Well fuck that. I'm not an object.
I'm not the one who breaks promises. I'm not the one who lies to my friends. I'm not the one who pretends to be something they are not.
I'm just me and if people don't like that than boo hoo. Whatever.
I mean, who the fuck logs on msn and accuses me of not caring about my friends. No really, WHO!?
I fucking go out of my way for my friends. I'm not even half as bad as I use to be. I use to be the biggest emo cry baby slut ever. I use to cry 24/7 and make people pity me. Thinking about how I use to be makes me sick that I could be so pathetic and attention-seeking. And now I have older friends who act that way towards me.
Well no. I am NOT going to sit there and take that emo crap. If your life sucks that fucking much than go see a counsellor. Don't try and throw your problems at other people if they don't want to listen.
As for me? If I WANT to listen, I will say so. I will tell you to rant to me or to talk. If I don't, then don't bother fucking crying to me. I only ever turn people away if I know they are only doing it to try and make me guilty. I haven't done anything wrong. I'm not the reason life sucks.
For fuck's sake. EVERYONE'S life sucks no matter what. Paris Hilton hates her life cause she only has 30 million dollars. Nicole Richie hates hers cause she's off to jail. Lindsay Lohan hates hers cause she's always in rehab. Britney hates her life cause some male impregnated her and dumped her and left her suicidal.
And normal people. They have problems too. Not just you. So please get over yourself you fucking hypocritical bitch. No one gives two fucks if your parents yelled at you or if no one is talking to you. Oooh you know why? Because you lied to everyone, betrayed us, ditched us for a boy, ran away and hurt your parents. Oh and put me lower in your top friends. Woe woe.
If life is that bad, go fucking kill yourself cause no one wants to see you fucking shove your wrist and arms in everyone's faces and go "LOOK I CUT MYSELF! PITY ME!" or wear tiny clothes to show off your cut legs.
I only have a few friends offline now. Best friends that is. I'm over trying to pretend to be best friends with people who I don't even speak to.
My REAL best friends? They speak to me almost daily. They tell me their problems and I tell them mine. We comfort each other and then laugh at how life sucks and we move on. We don't dwell on it.
Oh and when they actually say they are going to do something for me, they do it.
I went to the mall today with Dylan and Leah. We saw some people we knew as usual. I ran into a girl I went to school with. She had a baby six weeks ago. I couldn't believe it. I was looking from her to the baby and was like "... You had a baby?". She's my age too.
I bought new shoes. They are yellow, platformy, 5 inches high and damn well adorable!!
Allison Reynolds: Your middle name is Ralph, as in puke, your birth date's March 12th, you're 5'9 and a half, you weigh 130 pounds and your social security number is 049380913.
Andrew Clark: Wow. Are you psychic?
Allison Reynolds: No.
Brian Johnson: Well, would you mind telling me how you know all this about me?
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