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Dear Tyochia,







I am so sorry you feel this way..not! Lets see, considering you threatened to murder me in cold blood and make me miscarry my children..do you really think I am going to forgive you after everything you have done. You have left 20 voicemails in one day telling me how I should die; that I deserved to be beaten by my biological father and that I am nothing but a whore..except I am still a virgin my dear boy? Why? It is because of people like you ego are so low and so hopeless..soo absolutely cruel and wanting to destroy everything, I remain chaste till I gind Darkness himself..King of all Kings and my soulmate. You have harassed me and sexually at the same time..you threatened my life and my children's, and even my family. You do not deserve mercy..by all rights I should. Call the police in your area to have you arrested. You claim to be all this but due to your medicap problems you cant even get out of bed by yourself..so how do you think you are going to kill me? I have done nothing. You should learn to stop.



Sincerely,

XxAstraxX



Ps:

You cant find me but if so happens I make it so.. I will personally take your heart out.

COMMENTS

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PoisonousX
18:07 Sep 25 2015

I would personally go to his house and make him dig a hole for his grave and pour molten metals down there then piss on his face ^_^

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RemappingtheHumanSoul
18:32 Sep 28 2015

I think he harasses like every woman on here. If you do call the cops on him, let me know. XD



And Poisonous, that is rather funny.

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XxAstraxX
18:46 Sep 28 2015

I know. He is a desperate psychotic dog. He is what 29? And his new thing is sinful delight. She is 19 and I hope she realizes what she is getting into..as for his comment twords ladyfae..bullshit. he loves every women.he talks to. He harasses them. It needs to stop. He needs banned from this site

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ladyfae
07:10 Sep 29 2015

Wow. I am so very glad that I didn't give him my phone number or personal information. Bullet dodged, aside from the annoyance on here. :P



There should be some sort of "People to Avoid at All Costs" list on VR.

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POST COMMENT

I am absolutely kind to everyone. I am.honest and I freely give without expectation. Shit, I randomly boughy my sister a 120$ necklace worth 250$ . Helped this old lady just putting groceries in the car. I also stayed freakin till 4am at work when I was off 11pm. I welcome all sorts of people. I dont judge. I try my best to make ppl smile and laugh or give them a shoulder to cry on. Yet this world keeps passing ne by without a single glance. Am I so invisible. Am I not allowed one person. Must everything be a lie..my hope has diminished and my light extinguished. Done with people. Dont bite the helping hand.

This past weekend, I came up from college to seey family. I saw them..things are good so I went to hang out with my friend and 2yr old son. She had driven me to and fro so I gave her 40 for gas. Her new boyfriend..I swear..she literally is a slut..tries to take the money I gave her to buy drugs and alcohol..then she says no..then he asks me to go buy it. I say no..he tells me to shut the fuck up. Carissa starts cussing he shoves her into the couch and she starts screaming at him. He goes at her and I step in the way..I got hit. I knocked him on his fucking ass..he ends up in jail. So today she calls me 5 times wanting the last of my money to bail him out..then.she finds out he been cheating and she still begs me for money to bail him. I only got 100. I say no. I owe 4500 to the school before the year is out. Ontop I failed a test because if her. I beyond pissed

All this petty bullshit needs to stop. It is exhausting and quite frankly I am doing my best. But does anyone see that? No..they choose only to see what they think is wrong with me. Frankly, I dont give a damn..not anymore. I worked my ass off to be here. Much more then most. It was not easy. So a little respect and consideration would be nice. I have spent years of people telling me I am not good enough, that I am weak, not smart, and better off dead. Everything I have went through, all the mental, physical, and emotional battles were more then you could ever imagine. I literally am alone. Everyone has died on me. So yes I have walls and yes I do not trust anyone..but you cannot blame me for that when I am outcast. Yes. I am broken. I am not perfect but I strive with self determination, strength and will to better myself. I stopped asking for help because people just spit on me and look ate with disgust. Yes. It hurts but I just bottle it up once more picking up the shattered glass putting myself back together. I will not be shut out anymore. I will not tolerate abuse nor lies anymore. If you do not like the fact I am a strong independent woman..too damn bad. I will never bow.

I do what I have to do. I am no child dear boy. I am far more mature then you will ever be. I have strength of the heart and soul. I have a hardened determination and will to be who I am..who I am is not the monster you think I am. I have survived hell and back. I have survived 5000 earth years and suffered more then you ever could. I have watched humanity rise and fall..I have watched this world burn. I have seen complete utter pure hatred for one another. I have seen my children murdered before me. I threw myself at them screaming..pleading to be killed while cradling my baby in my arms. You know what they said? No. I have wandered this earth lost. Not comprehending anything around me. The world spinning in a grey color..pulsating..vibrating with a hum..you talk about Noise..you know nothing..pure black rage has filled me and I lost it. Killing mercelly only to watch the light of life leave their eyes. You have not truly killed boy. My hands are stained red. I have suffered a thousand times over and over. I have been locked in a room far underground with no windows nor door. Buried alive..starved..chains burning into my skin as I scream into the darkness. I have suffered beatings, rape, nearly killed..I have been kidnapped..shot at. My determination to endure is very strong. You are but a child dear one. When you have mastered what I have..try again. I master legions at my command. I watch all realms. Keeper if the gate. I see you silly boy..game is over. Time to be a man. I am a General. You? A whimpering fool who has a forked tongue that has cut ties to reality. You know nothing.

Despite what you may think or what you think you know about me...I am far from cruel. You believe you begin to understand when in fact you are so far away from the truth.



I am not that easy..that simple..just because you think you have me in your traps..it is I that escaped. I know Humility, Kindness, Compassion, Mercy, and yes..even Love and Reverence for everyone and everything around me.



Who are you to assume I am a mere child? You have not looked through my eyes and see what I see. You claim to feel as I fell but you have no idea. I feel so deeply..down to my very core deep within my soul about everything around me.



Why do you think I have so many walls? To protect you and them from everything I have known..from me. From knowing that behind my walls lie a broken body holding her final breath. Falling tears. No warmth in her limbs..her heartbeat is slow and fading..she is dying. It is taking everything I am.



Do not claim to understand when you are but a child. A helpless beautiful little fool..I cannot see the moon or the stars..every day is like death. Walking but not aware if where your going..a fog in your mind..a hum vibrating within your ears..the world moves so slow around you and not a single person takes notice. Food is tasteless..liquids..clench your throat..your very existence is rotting away.



The only solice you find is in utter silence but then again..it is never quiet. A roar at all times. What kind of life is this? None. A fading memory only..till nothing is left.