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It's funny how I knew I could never trust you. I absolutely knew 100 percent that you would never change. All you ever did was play with my emotions and you never gave a fuck. You never had my best interest at heart. Every single word you said to me was a lie including the words "I love you." I could see it in your eyes every single time you would lie to me. Every single time you told me you wanted to be there for me and that you would never give up on me. I hated you for saying you loved me. I hated you for saying you wanted to be there to comfort me. Every kind word you ever said to me I hated you for it. I knew it was a lie. It took seven long months to prove it was a lie. Now that you came back and apologized for breaking my heart because of all the bullshit you put me through. Saying you had changed. Saying you regretted lying to me. Saying you still loved me. Saying you wanted a second chance. Always talking about how you would change and that I made you happy. You make me fucking sick. I always knew every word you said was a lie. After all the fights and screaming we had before, I still couldn't forget you. I hated you for that. I wanted you out of my life forever. But you kept coming back trying to dig your dirty lying fingers back inside my heart. Now that you forced your way back inside the first thing you did was tell me you don't want me. You tell me you give up on me. You tell me the truth. You finally tell me the truth. It hurts but I'm glad at the same time. Now you finally admit to yourself what you were really feeling the whole time you lied to me and would always kick me while I was down. But I always fought back. I would never let you win. I can only say now that I am free of your rotten presence. I am free of your torment. I am no longer yours. I don't have to think about you anymore. Now more than anything I am free to love who I want to love and I thank you for that. Thank you for finally letting me go.

So I've been having an issue with ants at my apartment for nearly a week now. It started in the kitchen. I didn't have any food out so I didn't know why they were there. I sprayed bleach on everything and eventually the ants went away. A few days later I don't notice anymore ants. I happened to be going through my closet to find a pair of shorts I was missing and my god I saw ants. So many. Now why the hell would they be in my closet. That has nothing to do with food or water and they wouldn't find jack shit in there. Nothing but clothing is in there. All clean clothes too. Why am I having this problem?? As if having spiders in this apartment was not enough. I found a brown recluse the size of a half dollar bill on my wall. I had my apartment spray for spiders. Now I have ants. Did I mess up some kind of food chain here?

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Asgardareid
20:08 May 25 2016

It dont has something to do with food all the time.

They build streets, doesnt matter whats in the way. So better watch where they go.

If you have gaps between the floors and the walls, thats perfect for them.

If you fill them with expanding foam, its getting better.

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XxDreamCatcherxX
21:24 May 25 2016

Now that I look, there is a gap. Fuck. This freaking apartment is a nightmare.

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Asgardareid
21:56 May 25 2016

I made good experience with ants salt on biologically basis.

Important is thats nontoxic for pets. We have dogs too.

But the fire ants got more in our garden in the last years and thats pretty uncomfortable and painful.

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