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You will know me by my hate for you

You will know my by the scars of which you made me



This deep hate that i have

That i foster somewhere

Deep within this abysmal mind

Deep inside for you:

For You

and

From You



You will never know why

You will never wonder why

Why i hate you

Your Oblivious to everything.

Trapped inside this mind

No where to run

No where to hide



Feeling enclosed in a cage

But there's so much space

A space that is Abysmally big.



Getting lost inthe emptiness

This loneliness

This abyss in my head

Im TRAPPED

And it's nothing new

This one's about my great-great grandfather, he died two months ago, and my great-great grandma(Oma) is managing well, and last year, almost a year from now, she fell and broke her hip, and that's also recovering well.



9:1 6/21/09



You left yesterday

Over the years you were slowly losing your mind

Never came back

Found you dead in your car

Today



Never got to

Say goodbye

Or tell you how much

I cared

Or ask you about your heroism in World War @



I'll miss you

Could never forget you

Pop pop



ps, by "lost his mond" he had alsheimers. he was almost 88

Here I am again

Drowning is Sorrow

Being degraded

Time and time again

Optimistic hope

Met with the Apathy

Of others

Deviod of emotion

I stand here alone

Wanting them

To leave me alone

Im drowning in sorrow

Again