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Why hello!

If you're reading this I thank you. :)

This is just a tiny update on my life....for the few that would be curious.

A few months ago I lost some one very dear to me, I was heartbroken. I am recovering though, reconstructing my life from how it was. I was her caretaker, her granddaughter. She was my Grandmother, my most favorite person in the world. Although she's gone, dead, no longer with me, I will always have her in my heart. I had turned off for a while...meaning my emotions. It's sadly very easy for me to do that. Now turning back on....not so much. I have few friends that I actually care about because of this. I'm rather "hard" to deal with when I am not trying to be nice. I'm not saying that I'm a cold hearted b*tch, it's just odd having people close to me and care as well. I have tried having an online relationship in these past few months....He's too sweet to understand though. Figures...they all are. Any ways, I am processing my emotions better, I'm more capable of having a genuine feeling for some one. I'm not all the way on just yet but working on it.



If any of you who decide to pass through this have any tips for emotion turn off/ on I'd greatly appreciate it.

Thank you. :)

Have a good day,

Iseniia