As I promised, I've decided to write in my journal about my salvia trips, and my friends' trips as well.  For those who don't know:  Salvia is legal where I live, so don't start tripping on what you read here; in fact, its not harmful in any way at all.
I wasn't sure whether to post this in the personal entries or the story entries, so I've decided on personal, just because the stories are a little personal.
The regular leaves never worked for me, so these are my adventures of 10x.
#1
In Derick's brother, Devin's, room, on the bed sitting up.
I took my first breath and held it as long as I could, then blowing out, I took in the excess and held it until I couldn't anymore.
The effects came fast and hard.  I said 'Derick, look after my body while I'm gone.'  That's when things flipped out.  My lips turned intp cylinder rolling things that took shape of the words I said and they floated to the right in the distance.  Then I freaked out a little, because my vision was in sections, and the sections where time itself, splitting up and slowing down.  I was going so slow I began going back in time a few seconds repeatedly telling Derick to look after my body seeing the rollers in the distance.  Finally catching up to frozen time in the present, I took in my surroundings.  To the right where the roller words had gone before, I noticed that the books on the bookshelf had began melting down the shelf, but it seemed natural, it wasn't strange at all!  Then I felt a pull to my right and turned some more and saw a rip in time, a rip vortex that lead to space.  My fingers and toes felt wierd, and then I saw my body repeatedly laying over the bed, the hands and feet were melted over the edges, and I felt like I was suppose to lay down like how I saw myself, and so I layed down, but I had waited too late.  It took me way too long to realize what I was supposed to do because I freaked out at the beggining.  So that trip was a failure, I didn't succeed in getting to the other dimention, but at least I was right there at the entrance!  I'm still very happy with how it turned out.
Things are going so well~
I'm getting married to Derick on July 13.
We are then moving in August because I will be attending college where we move.
It's all happening a little fast, but it feels right.
Having to make up for lost time!  (Only I and maybe another person would understand that... depending on how much you know about my past and myself.)
Anyway, I feel happy, and I pleased with the way things have worked out.
I only have only two people that I hate in this world.  I know it's not right to hate people, and I don't like the word 'hate' at all myself, but I'm just being truthful.  Actually, I don't think having only two people in that category would be too bad...   as long as I forgive and forget before I pass to my destined dimention.   See more about that weird shit in my other journal post 'Salvia Trips.'  Coming next.
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