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The tears fall down like rain

staining my fragil cheeks

Nothing left

Just only the tears that i shed

For somethng far greater then life itself

For just a touch of something

That was once called love



To feel

To touch

To cry

To feel every emotion inside



Yet all i seem to know is numbness

No man has yet conquered my heart

Nor my soule



I stand alone

Waiting for that one

That knows he can claim me as his own



All i dream and all i desire

Is for the being that is not so different then I



Another winged angel

That will come

To embrace me with his arms



Another individual

That is just the same as I



With so much passion to offer

so much love to give

So much lust to taste



All of this feeling

it is what i crave

What i desire



This is the screams from my soule and heart

That desire all this only from him

Nothing else i desire only these few things.

Power is nothing to me



My heart desires

I hope you

Will finally will it to be.

I dropped to my knees with out a sound

Only the sound of me landing

Blood pouring on the ground



I was defeated

Nothing left



I never saw it comming

I thaught i could truest them

I was on my last leg

Nothing left

Not even my head



Before my eyes i was killed

With a slash of a sword



Is this punishment

Is this revenge



Why did they do it

Why did he do it

Why can't i remember



he was the only one that could harm me

No one ever has been able to defeat me

I let him kill me



I couldnt' fight back

I had not the heart to

i showed weakness

For only being compassionate



he took my life

At a blink of an eye



I only know forgiveness

yet will he ever be truested

Can i truest him once more

Will he repeat the same damn thing to me



What should i do

Should i walk away

For my own safety



Should i once more take the chance

For life or death

Seems i always find danger

It draws me in closer

Yet i can't stop the thirst for this



I must be sick to find this arrouseing........

Drums



One by one

I hear the drums

Calling out my name

It is the gods

I look to the night

As I hear them play

I search for answers

Within the beats

Screaming out aloud

What should thou do

Sacrifice my own life

I look up to the heavens

As I listen to the drums

Then as I began to cry through the night

Silence emerged through my darkened night

Feeding my heart with endless torture

Showing me things that not one mortal can bare

With out it driving one or all merely insane

Then a voice speaks out within the silence

Announcing my true name

As the goddess speaks with soft gentle words

She begins to explain

My destiny

That I am to take on the night

To embrace all of my kind

To walk tall

To support them all

To rule and not fall

The more I see this in front of me

The more the drums

Become violent in beats

I began to understand

At each stroke of the drums

One, two, three, even four

Faster and faster the beats

Louder they became as

The gods sing to me

Feeling me up with power

Embracing me with song

Then silence all comes at once

My night is once again silent

No more drums

Only mere silence

Along with the frog that croaks

The crickets that sings

I slowly fall asleep