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Drowning in violet skies

falling through the water with no resistance

too much hate has been met by my eyes

and I`m yelling "fuck you, world!"with no answer

drowning in a violet sky

as I`m jumping off the roof

in an attempted suicide

and he grabbed my hand

"let go!" I screamed at him

he said to me "tell me why?"

as the light was growing dim

to wich I replied "why should I?"

as he kept me from drowning in violet skies

"fine." I said

then I saw his amber eyes

some stranger drove drunk, so now my love is DEAD

Damn shadows in my brain

damn me for my sins

got to stay sane

I won`t let you in

If I want ot keep my mind

no drugs or gins

try to leave the past behind

but here I am, on needles and pins

you decieve my emotions

and no one wins

we all have our notions

your words are toxins

Silver moonlight through the blind

icy cold it fills my mind

and my limbs go numb

it`s joy more for me than for some

my muscles begin to shake

I can feel my bones starting to break

splintered light beams shine on me

It`s the wolves` mystery

full moon fyre, in my veins

full moon fyre, such sweet pain

something`s got to give before I change

by day I live, at dusk I rearrange

full moon fyre, I`m in agony

full moon fyre, humans never see

full moon fyre, is the key

full moon fyre, I can`t get free

always, my bones break

save me, internal earthquake

so much fury, my emotions cause me to shake

it bruised me, but I already ache

screams of terror cut the night

too late, I realize they`re not mine

crimson and black, my only sight

it is on their fear that I dine

I cry to the moon, the stars

burned by silver, it`s poison to me

caged but unbroken behind steel bars

I`m trapt but I can still get free

terrible, painful dreams

may not be what they seem

lace of shadows

sewn with fire

and blackness had known

itself to be my sire

born of hate

born of love

deriving my fate

from the above

as snakes, the destroyers, churn about my feet

and hearts, pumping life, keep death`s beat



chased through nightmares

sprinting from fog

caught unawares

by a pack of wild dogs

whom I scared to insanity

with my thoughts

everyone fears me

I mourn for that I have lost



AND THEN I WOKE UP