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I miss your hands strong and sweet the caress of your touch makes my heart beat.



I miss you like crazy your in every face I see I think of you.



Forever in my mind I lust for you there I lose myself in time



Though things have changed my thoughts of you has not gone away.



Times I'm cold and angry but what happened made me the way.



I understand why you do the things you do but I want to be there just for you.



A star falls in the night sky one wish I make that I won't die until my ears are graced by you.



A love so true meant to be no matter what in either way you'll always be close to me.

Kiss me please there I can make your heart bleed all your lies and inconsistent stories make the light in me die.





So someone before broke your heart punish me and mislead me from the start break mine for all is well but you forgot that evil spell.



Curses blood mist I'll plaque you with my minds tainted piss for when I feel pain I fight back in the most ghastley ways.

Meet a reaper bone to bone bonding,

Somedays have never been so easy.

A hundred thousands tests on me,

No wonder I'm not worth anything.



Place a tree mid sentence for need,

Need of a better way to bring greenery;

Envy, my passions, my deciet,

Its the only fruit that I can eat.



You wonder if your not tested,

And you sit there so well nested;

But I have one more twig and leaf

To skewer all the ;ittle birdies.



A song caught in a head dead,

Its time for natures medding,

Its time for depth dwelling,

Oh! The worm and his swelling head.

self consumed and self exhumed,

I pace every inch of this room,

Seeking out demons, summoning might,

All the things I buried last night.



Words tipped like arrows in my disdain,

Making my way through the matrix of pain,

Ducking and crawling around every light beam,

Fending offf felacio from the mastiff of my dreams.



All wraped up in my dead hairs,

Scanning the cavities of this emptiness,

And by candlelight I do swear,

Nothing else dares bleach me in compare.



Pandemoneon as the phantom cloaks me in this room.

Enthroned upon the vortex's crest I do lay to rest.

Riding each tsunami I have summoned in the skies.

Once again the bliss that is mastering my own mind.

Some people walk in the shadows and from a distance view the light, some people walk in the suns ray, some walk through the night.



But here in the heart of darkness: who is there to save you from your head?



There is no one to creep up on you, there is no one for you to blame; there is nothing, there is no one, ther eis fear.



Waiting for that day you sit and pray, waiting for the candle to dim, waiting, cowering, waiting.



You cannot really care for you, you cannot fulfill your needs, you are forced to fear being free, your terror have become your delivery, fear has become your sanity.

The first day I awoke into the darkness, as I tried to find light and regain my bearings,I heard the faint chanting their way inside of me.



In time I found myself upon a Bathamet,as unholy alter that told me it was heaven. I spotted angels dropping from the above,



Whilst making love with my demagogue and watching all hell rain down from the starlit sky, I was cast aside for another in a shower iof blood, I relise now,I was never made to be love.



The seventh day I awoke into a monastery,Spattering blood in my torchlit chamber, I remembered the dint of her blue eyed gaze, and rose to another day of pain.



Crawling across the ceiling, Scheming vengeance from the beams, I stabyou with demonic poetry so that you may read about all the hate you left here inside my brain.

The way that you move my eyes can not control themselves pierced with beauty the pain shoots through my body for i can not have you.





I twist and turn every night thoughts of you plagues my mind the sun shines down and burns my skin for your not there to protect me from it's razor light pins.





I love you I want you damn it why can't I have you I'd hold you tight and make your fears go away I'd push the cold away to make you warm I'd block the sun to cool you off I'd do whatever I could to make you happy and still that was not enough.





You ripped my heart away and called me cold you too what was precious and never let go I have hate for you now thought I still love you I twist in anger to see your heart reel in pain>





The way that you move my eyes can not control themselves pierced with beauty the pain shoots through my body for I can not have you.

Girl why do you cry do your invalid feelings tear



You apart inside to feel that way is wrong



To feel my way is right share with me though



I will ignore nothing you say is good enough to explore.







Girl why do you cry have all your hopes and dreams been crushed



Leaving you to die they were dumb so now



It is time to turn back from blue and soon



You will realize i am what is left of you.







Girl why do you cry is it your nightmares and



Fears that you have so dreaded have



Materialized to blind you by their frightful light



Nonsense and giberish is what I make of this



Now take my hand and follow me in bliss







Girl why do you smile so evil at that your



Wrong doings are not a joke I am the one who



showed you the ropes one more question



Why is a noose embraced by your hands gripping my throat.

This immoralized ball



I cannot escape,



Forced to believe your god,



I die laying awake.





Every option an open door



Is now locked,



I wanted away out there is no more





Bound by the hole that severs my life,



Dead in bed I lay awake



Every option an open door



Is now locked,



I wanted away out ther is no more





Bound by the hole that severe my life,



Dead in bed i lay awake



Eyes glued to the ceiling



For i fear, day break.



Another piece of torture,



another piece of me,



Given and taken



As the pain in my heart bleeds.







Nothing there everything is lost,



Turn you backs I am not worth the cost



Smother me with things that you think are right.



Take away my life, and hold me real tight.





Nothing I wish for will ever come true.



Forced to be someone else



I shall forever be blue.

He flew to her as she sat in her bedroom

Touched down on her face with a powerful kiss

She fell to her bed as he landed upon her

It happened so quickly she couldn't resist



Embraced to submission, she lay uncomplaining

As he brushed her hair out exposing her neck

Anaesthetised softly with delicate kisses

She lay ready for him to make his decent



Her neck throbbing softly in time to her heart beat

So soft and unblemished, a peach tinted white

He cradled her head and leaned over her body

And kissed with lips open- jaws closing to bite



The heat hit: his mouth as the blood trickled slowley

The taste is addictive, so rich and so warm

Unconscious, she is feeling a rush in her body

Excited, she calls out for him "Oh yes! more!



He reads her elation and stops from his feeding

And kissing her, turns around to look at her face

Light-headed, unthinking, she rises to kiss him

And fallen to his spell of vampire brace



They kissed in the moonlight, her neckbleeding slowly

He bites her tongue hard as it stray by his teeth

Thier mouths fill with blood as he drinks from her

His hands getting busy with something beneath





He rips of her night dress, the satin rips cleanly

Exposing her vulnerable body to him

She swallows her blood in delights

As he takes her skull in the palms of his hand



Her head on his shoulder, her body beneath him

She sighs with delight at the feeling in side,

Sustained by her blood and her tenders kisses

The vampire takes on a lover