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Left alone in the past

Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to last

She walked away from me

Why couldn't I foresee?

Time standing still

Another way to deal, another pill

The sky is gray with hate

One thing tore us apart, your fate

Now what will you do?

Who will confide in you?

Remember the times we shared?

Remember how well we paired?

The consequences are tough

You only knew how to treat me rough

Who is next in line?

Will you, too, break their spine?

Look at what you've done

This time I will stand in front of you, I won't run

Don't bother me anymore

All you touch, you tore

What you wanted, you took

Now I glance back, I take one last look

You left me alone in your past

Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to last.

Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared her love,

Once I was by her side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

Her grace so great,

Her beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe she had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.

Now it's all died away,

Happiness, joy, love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,

With no light to guide my way.

A heart broke

By the sad word goodbye

It's hard to believe

One word can make so many cry



A loss too many

A team fallen apart

Can one bad play

Really break so many hearts



A different religion

A different race

Why can't we

See the hurt on their face



A broken heart

A divided team

A cry for help

A shattered dream.

The Pain



I feel this aweful pain,

when i see her or i think of her,

i see her at the mall, i see her at her house

i want her back but it hurts too much

to think of her.



I want to tell her how i feel

for her but she wont listen to me about my

feelings for her, i have thought of her for

the longest time, since i cheated on her

and through the times we broke up and got back.

I wish i could tell her how i feel about her but I

can't, i wish i could still be her best friend,

and yet i cant even be that. whenever i am around her

i hurt myself by thinking about what i did to her

when she looks at me i feel lower than dirt

when she does speak to me, i cant talk back

because i love her still and would do anything

to get her back.



she was the first girl i had

ever had true feelings for and still do even

if im only a shadow of her past, something to be

forgotten and nevet thought of again, her words

to my soul and like daggers to my heart, it hurts

when i hear her talk around me, i need to tell her

how i feel but if i do she may never talk to me again

she talks about her new boyfriend and how kool he

is. it hurts me to hear her talking about him

and i wish it was me she was talking about i

want to get her back before it makes me sick

and it builds up inside of how much i love her

even after i had cheated,and lied behind her back.



If i could rewind time i would give myself a warning

i only wish time travel was real, i wish i could see her happy

again and see her love for me at least once more

it hurts every time i think of her like right now

i am thining about her and she is everything to me

even now.



But it hurts, it hurts, i cant get reid of the pain

it stays with me every day, it hurts too much my soul

is still wit hher at certain times, and i only hope

that she still has a little love for me.



It hurts...her name was Rita...and i still think of her

i still love her, and yet i hurt her and so i hurt myself

when i do see her and hang out with her at my friends

house, I want to cry because it hurts so much.



It hurts

It hurts

I hate the way you look at me..

I hate the way you laugh..

I hate it when you cry..

I'll hate it when you die..



I hate it how you played me..

I hate it how you let me free..

I hate it how you call the new girl your girlfriend..

I hate it that you have no clue..

But even more than all that I hate that I cant have you!