The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

its cool out now but i cant stop thinking about those dreams nightmares really i was in a real bad way full of unknown fears the signs wouldn't stop but of course i could not read them or discern them mean while the ones who have no voice suffer the evil hunger of mortals monsters in the flesh i remember every time i would feed myself the haunting signs would come and go only it seems when i would eat but they could not stop me from eating i was eating my way into hell once when i was young i was told that the reason people die is because one bad apple ruins the whole bunch so i started to read the story later in life its strange how i remember things like the first time i had an account here at the VR i did many things wrong my stupidity is no excuse i only wish i could apologize truly but i wonder have any of the other vampires burned in the hellish dawn and come back like me as if it was only a bad dream i remember being told its only a movie then when the crack of dawn hit me i was like no way this is impossible oh well ashes to ashes dust to dust i die daily through my blind eyes i see little for i am short sighted but i can see them i see them looking at me like high beams big eyes i found out when i got arrested back in 97 was around the same time anton passed away but long live the truly wise i was walking down the hall going into the living room on the corner table was a very old black bible my imagenary friend put his hand on my shoulder like a ghost and whispered in my ear never open that book right then as i looked at it i got a real bad gut feeling and goose bumps so i always stood away from it but sadly i couldnt stay away long enough