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jack my darling when you said you loved me you promise that you would hold my in the brightest light



but yet all we have done is hide in the Shadows of hell



are you ashamed of me



my love are you afraid of what they will think



why must are love be hidden by wall



why must are harts be shattered by lies

standing in the rain,

looking up at the grey clouds

wondering how i let everything slip through my fingers.

the thunder cracks in my ears

and the lightening strikes at my feet.

the wind is roaring in my face

and the droplets stab into my arms.

this storm is nothing

compared to the one inside my head.

trudging through the wet leaves

and mud puddles....

where has the time gone?

where did my life go?

how did i end up this way?

the storm grows stronger,

more fierce now.

it whips my hair into my empty eyes.

lightening strikes again,

closer to my feet.

it flashes across my pale face.

i scream into the sky,

cussing and crying.

i dig my nails into my neck

and claw and drag them down.

the skin is under them,

coated in my wasteful blood.

each breath i draw

is just so unimportant.

i pose no value in this

godforsaken world.

each time i blink

is just another minute

i could be lying dead instead.

each move i make,

I'm going nowhere.

shuffling my feet through

the drowned grass,

soaking up all the lies

and misery ive

brought upon myself.

my faint shadow

mocks me.

falling to the ground,

running my hands in the dirt.

the storm is too strong

to battle with anymore.

its too obvious to ignore

and too powerful to not care.

i lost it all.

the ones i loved the very most,

myself,

my sanity.

there's nothing left.