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Forcing me to do the worst

not letting me understand

locking me away in a closet

my heart pounding nearly as loudly

as my fists on the door

not knowing why you would chose

me of all people

i had thought i was special

but i guess im not

letters of love to the dead



sitting here i remember

you and i cuddle together on our hammock

your soft lips on mine moving slowly

lone hand on my face the other on my hip slowly creeeping down

i am brought back from heaven as i realize where your hand rests

i pulll back but you won't stop

we roll onto the ground as i stuggle trying to get away

You hurt me again and again till a single tear falls

you pull back, disgusted with yourself and pull out the end of my love

as i scream "NO" the ground is covered with your blood and my love is taken away from me

i realize...



do you know what its like to be alone,

to feel the echo of a whisper in you heart,

to hear the hurt in the final words of a lover gone

to taste the bitter unspoken words surrounded by a tear

to smell the hate being vented out as the door slams shut

as i feel the echos, the walls of my heart crash down

My ears crying in pain as those hateful unspoken words rest upon my lips

as i take in that last scent i realize

I am alone

Your heaven



if i had one wish it would be this



i wish i could be your heaven, earth, and sky

i could control your tears and hold you tight

i would be the soothing wind that you take in

i would never let you go hold you tight till the

day i die

Just Three Words



At night my thoughts wander

my heart is carried off

all my excuses flee willingly



i can't concentrate during class

Feeling lost in discussions

knowing i am lost when it comes to you



Watching his lips move

i know he's saying something

but all i can hear is your voice

echoing over and over again



Drifting tasklessly though the halls

completly unsimilar to the task

my heart has set itself upon



My thoughts are frozen in place

my heart, my excuses come home

Find the maps to lead to me to safety



Finally understanding the words coming out

your name no more

those three words give me freedom