Well, I may not have done very much today, but I thought it was pretty good. I guess fate knows when you had all you can take and when to throw something good in. Without lying I can say I felt pretty good for most of the day.
You never really can be sure on what life is going to throw at you. One day you may wake up and feel that life is perfect, then along comes fate and without even having to do much can cause you to just want to leave and start somewhere new. But then there is always that same thought on whether or not you may get thrown into the same situation. You never can out-run the hands of fate can you, otherwise life would be so much easier.
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Don't eve forget; fate works both ways! Wait until it deals you a good hand :)
Have you ever wondered that maybe one of the reasons you're so different is because youf life is meant to be different from those around you. Maybe for some reason you were meant to be different somehow. Once you answer that question you gotta wonder also, did fate gift me? Or did it feel that it needed to screw someone over and you just happened to be the next one in line. That's what I always ask myself.
Haven't written anythking for a while, so I don't know where to begin. Living at home still sucks, but they call it home for a reason. I hate it when people start talking bad about where they live but they still call it home. Being single now kinda sucks also. Ah well, I still got my health and a kick- ass attitude so things aren't as bad as they were before. Starting to see who my true friends are also. It makes me proud that they are as willing to stand up for me and each other as I am for them. Peace out people.
I wonder a lot on what it is that I am supposed to do with my life. There are a lot of times where I feel like fate screwed me over and that I'm supposed to just lead a life that almost everybody in the world leads, just being another cog in the gears that move time. I want my life to have some kind of meaning, even if it just means that I was able to help spmeone out.
I am really starting to get confused about a lot of things. Maybe its because the more I try to understand them thee more I realise that I never really did in the first place. A lot of people would really be able to make better decisions if they thought of a situation instead of just going for it. But just going for it is what brought me to this point also.
All this time I felt like I was supposed to save the people that I cared about the most. Now I feel more like I want to bring them down as low as I possibly can, but there is always that feeling in the back of my mind that keeps me from doing it.
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