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let me fall in love with my misery, let my memories fade away. Leave me with no feeling let me dwell in my hate, let the shadows take me away. Their ghostly fingers grab me with promises to never let go, as the love and happiness drains out of me. It trickles down my arm like blood from a fresh cut..... but why dear sorrow do you never leave me alone? Why must you always come back to haunt me? Wasn't my anguish enough to quench your vampire thirst? Bloodthirsty, you return for more. Now i have nothing left... I remain a shadow, an outcast. I will seek my vengeance on you, and you will regret you ever learned my name for I feel nothing now because of you..... nothing but HATE

I do not fear death, or dying alone.

I’d welcome the end, no wish to postpone.

To bring me to rest at peace and at one.

To sleep now forever, life over and done.



My one real fear is the pain and the suffering.

Eating away at my body and soul.

Making me scream till I pass out with rage.

Ready to rest in a freshly dug hole.



Few people would grieve, eyes would be dry.

Not many would gather for a final goodbye.

I came into this world as a lost soul in need.

Now I’m ready to leave with haste and great speed.

I.Love.You

Wonderful words, quick spoken

Wonderful words, quick broken



I.Hate.You

Painful words, quick to be said

Painful words, becoming sad



Love and Hate, opposite of each other,

Or is it? Both can be such a bother.



When your not near, I feel sad

I say I hate you, and feel bad.

But when you are here, Im happy

I say I love you, and you love me.



I hate the strange feeling

I hate the sleepless night

I love when you call

I love when you hold me tight



So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love

I wont deny I absolutely do

But those two words, Hate and Love

Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you.

I kneel on the floor,

Tears falling from my eyes.

I have learned to hate you,

Along with all your lies.



Then why do I still love you?

Why am i still here?

When you have broken me,

and still not shed a tear.



People say it’s plain to see,

People say its clear.

That if i just run away,

You would just disappear.



But nothing was ever simple,

There’s nothing clear to see.

I could never run away,

From what was once so dear to me.



I love you but i hate you,

Without you i’d be dead.

But you’ll be the death of me,

With all the things you’ve said.



I know this won’t make any sense,

You might misunderstand.

Please just never leave me,

I hope you’ll understand.