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Another long nite. All i see anymore is false lights and sounds of machinery. As my head tries to sleep the thoughts and sounds still echo in my mind like some torture device. It has gotten so bad that when i do get a nite out and go out with friends. The sounds of lounges and events cause my nerves to rattle. I have to carry ear plugs so i can drown some out. What a life. I hope it gets better.

Tho the days seem to linger on this aging body. My soul still seems to be young. Yet it drifts on times of old and the fun and free spirit of youth. The loves that touched my life and the friends i have had. I shake my head at the beast i was and the broken hearts i may have created. This i do apologies and will continue to as i find you where ever you may be. Youth. Stupid and wild. But boy the fun i had and the loved i cherished. Miss those days