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The day yet still seems to linger, Mother Nature has started her cool down period to prepare for the upcoming weather. Clouds seem to play peek a- boo with the sun tormenting it, teasing it not to shine today. The gentle breeze seems to cover my body with tingles as to play with my emotional state; the mist in the air feels as if a million tears are giving this town a break from the sweltering heat we have. A joyful day, yet a little relaxed, for life as we know changes so much, the clock of time seem to gain yet more speed. And this ever changing world seems to be headed for a point unknown. For if glimpse into the eyes of the mortals here there is frustration of life that has taken its toll and the ageless souls of our being. It is this life that depression has set into motion in the darkest reaches of our mind, to hamper, to close, to fail the thoughtful space and dreams we have, to reach forward and protect and give comfortable life to those we love and care for. The cities seem to explode outward to the far reaches of the boundaries of land to kill and hide the glorious countryside we once loved.

My head just shakes in this world, for comfort has not come from nowhere, our children’s life seem to be more complicated these days. The light at the end of the tunnel yet seems to close more and more, our older years, our golden years are just faded memories of the past. And death will enshroud those who seem to no longer, rest in the yards and at home. For depression of the soul, a task not to be held lightly, for it strains the heart and the mind, creating feeble beings that once were strong individuals. My mind shudders at what we have become. For how long until death shrouds my soul that I shall regret this world and what of the life we are headed into. My mind the trickster relies on the past memories for enjoyment and pleasure. Thoughts of the past that I smile at and yet brought back here to this office and this grey day. Random thoughts of life yet once again, holding no meaning except to me and the white piece of paper they are on. Random thoughts of an insane mind, tired need to take a vacation. So tired....................................

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Sinora
18:41 Sep 18 2008

Could this be a mid life crisis ? Good memories do brighten up a grey day, but I have a feeling your going to have alot more good times to remember...get up and book that vacation.

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xxEmaeraldxx
20:00 Sep 18 2008

Nods head and agrees with Sinora.. you need a holiday! to a very sunny fun place!

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cadrewolf
20:05 Sep 18 2008

Thanks both of you, yeah but work is very overwhelming right now

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ladygoddessaries
03:43 Sep 19 2008

*sings* Dont worry about a thing.. cause everything little thing is gonna be alright~ Hang in there dear~

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well I have a new home, hope it may be as fun as the last one?

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pandorasbx65
03:30 Sep 18 2008

I wanted to grab you....damn! Hope you are happy too =]

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came to work as usual and logged on to VR, and poof new House old coven gone, most of my ranking scores gone. Man some days are just @#$%# but oh well i am still happy to have a home, yet my status score hurts, man been working so hard to up a level. but time will heal everything i guess.

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BornfromDeath
18:06 Sep 17 2008

oh yea i know how that is.... sucks real bad!!!

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Sinora
21:09 Sep 17 2008

I hope you'll be just as happy in your new Coven.

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When power leads men towards arrogance,



poetry reminds him of his limitations.



When power narrows the areas of man's concern,



poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of his existence.



When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.



~John Fitzgerald Kennedy

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ladygoddessaries
01:47 Sep 13 2008

Definately~

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In life we are blessed with the friends we have met, and here is no exception to this. Dear friends that seem to linger on the back of mind on how they are this day. This week seems a little odd, for a lot of them have not been here and have not graced me with their meaningful thoughts of their life. Sometimes we have ventured to the fullest degree that they have become part of the family I hold dear. And my mind wonders on the life they are in. whether it is going good or not. Has life caught up so much that our simple times we have; the down times in our life meant for us is no longer available. Rush, rush of life to the bitter end of life, we can no longer enjoy the bounties life has to hold, but to work like ants all die and to sleep and die. Life must hold more than this. I hope this has not come to be.

Seems like the hands of time seem to move ever faster than before. Today my second son is a proud papa of an 8 lbs girl, congrats to him and his girlfriend. I am stuck at work and will see them tonight hopefully if time does manage. Yet like the wind that howls during a storm and torments the pebbles upon mother earth it seems that I look back and remember when they were so young. Age is catching me ever sooner than I hoped. I am a grandpa for the second time this year. Man time is bliss and yet harsh. But oh well lets rejoice for time may stop at any given time.

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ladygoddessaries
05:37 Sep 04 2008

Congrats on the new addition to your family dear~

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Sinora
12:48 Sep 04 2008

Ahhh congrats

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