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When i walk outside

in the late night

then, with nobody in the streets.

I see the light

of a new born day

fresh and innocent



Then i wish

my life will start

the same way

A new born life

in a new born day

fresh and innocent

And now there are 4444 !! and that was on 16-02-2007.



Now there are 4407 journals left. We loose the war of writing !!!!

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Friend Lists



What does that mean? Curious who i am? Who i think? What i think? Maybe you will learn about th ethoughts of others. Maybe you need the thoughts to kill some time. Maybe you want to learn. Maybe you need freinds. And i?



Favorite Journals (9)



What does that mean for me? Are i'm really interested in you? Want i spend some time to read your profile, to learn your thoughts? Waht if you are here and don't want or dare to share your thoughts? MAybe you think that your thoughts are not very interesting. Maybe you feel the need to share and what i read it?



i can only speak for myself. i like to meet your thoughts, not your body, not you in person. The most are to far away. Make me richer by your thoughts. Dare to share what you think, what you feel. Who you are. It make you vulnerable, but surtenly richer, And me too !!

And i promise, in all my unimportance i like to share, and i will try.

I love you so much

beyound words

more then I can feel

more then I can say

love, greater then myself

just for you !!

summer breath

soft and sweet

calling me out

flowers swinging

loving smile

birds are singing

full and bright

grass is crowing

green and rich

life is calling

heart is beating

i'm alive

May I tell you a secret?

A secret of pain

When you loose some-one

A precious gift

Then, only then

You will notice

That your brain is full

But your heart is empty



In all those years

I’ve learned to fill my head

But with what I’ve filled my hearth?

And now

You can’t help me

Your eyes are empty

How to fill my hearth?

You can’t

The leafs are falling, softly

Soft in the air

Falling, wiggling and waggling

Soft in the air

And they never come back

i've spent almost 110 hours here and visit 10500 pages. That means i "do" 95 pages in 1 hour. And i alos write this in those spend hours and write back and see who visit my profile. People , that means that i spend less then 1 minute at your page. Sorry for that. i promiss i spent more time to read your profiles and try to inagine what kind of prople you are. What you think and live and want or not want. For that is the fun of this site, to meet others and speak with them. People(tjes) i've seen the light (i hope).