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I am going through a very rough time, my husband got a petition for divorce even though just last week he said he loved me and things are going to work out hes very distant and I seen hes been snorting Adderall. I'm very scared I don't know if hes slowly fading away because of drugs or if he really doesn't love me anymore. ive left him love notes and I tell him how much I love him. he gets mean sometimes tho. telling me to not call him baby.. shit hurts worse than anything id do anything to be his baby his wife again. idk what to do or how to get him back, all this happened in just a week...

shit idk I'm just trying to survive! jeralds been back and forth saying he loves me saying he doesn't. idk if its just the drugs or if he really is done with our marriage, we discussed getting a divorce but still being together cause we both agreed we got married too soon and couldn't handle it. we could always remarry when were like 30? idk I just want our love and our relationship back and if it takes a divorce and just us living together to do it then ill do it! I hope I aint being stupid, I hope it aint a trick. we discussed the abuse finally. I mentally abuse him, my mom mentally abused me, he physically abuses me, his dad physically abused him . we both agreed that we want it to stop and just want to be happy. idk if there is even going to be a divorce or if that's just Jerald being indescisive. I don't really want one. I just want to wok things out. whaat really annoys me is how he blocks me on facebook twice a week cuz he blocks me when hes mad. like how immature can you get? I don't even message him or tag him in anything, I always text him so it makes no sense to block me. I can still reach him anyways and we live together lmao. I'm just needed huge prayers right now. I'm slowly making my self happy but theres still a hole in my chest where my relationship with my husband belongs. and he isn't doing anything to fill that hole.