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This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.

Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.

All this pain is an illusion.



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Reading faded post cards from past lovers, knowing that once I was full of life. It falls away, just like everything else ....

I have reveled in my reclusive activity.

I drink medicine tea.

I have more time to paint.

I read now everyday.



In Huis Clos, Jean-Paul Sartre wrote, "So that is what hell is. I would never have believed it. You remember: the fire and brimstone, the torture. Ah! the farce. There is no need for torture: hell is other people."





I do miss some, but certainly not many.

Just a few tiny cuts never hurt...anyone else.