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Look into the midnight sky,

Do everything you can to get lost in you mind,

Imagine everything ceasing.

Everything around you stops.

You feel alone and cold and lost.

Wandering the world without a hope,

pacing without a cause.

You are thinking about the curse.

When light drizzle starts up.

Then the clouds slowly build.

Everyone is gone.

You were given immortality.

Not a single living creature.

Only you.

You think about the burden on your heart.

You wander around

a desolate soul.

All alone.

Pacifists will all die,



Because I love the sound of peoples cries,



Through the air grenades fly,



Cities and countries we will annihilate,



To see the enemies people in anguish,



Is something I admit I relish.



War is a necessity I believe,



Because from war strength will derive,



Because only the strong survive.



We are the dominant ones.



We will bring destruction,



Though the ages change,



Some things will remain the same,



And that is,



From war strength will derive,



Because only the strong survive.

The thought of death is so immense,

Because nothing in this fucking world makes sense.

Since you say your friendship is sincere,

If I committed suicide,

Would you even care?

Would you go out of your busy way,

To find a way to make me stay?

Or try to persuade me to see the light of another day?

Sorry to put you through this,

For it wasn’t something I intended,

Its just something my dark side recommended,

Poor me the devil’s trying to befriend,

To follow God, I choose the Devil instead.

Do I stay on this earth and continue to stumble?

Or end this life and be free of my troubles?

I am lying on my back,

gazing up at the sky,

and i decide whether or not to cry.

You destroyed my trust,

and you crushed my hopes,

you broke my heart in two,

In the beginning i should have known,

to believe you,

I'd be a fool.

Yet I gave you a chance,

I thought you were different,

but your lies were perennial,

and i was full of forgiveness,

from all this pain,

I am a stronger soul,

I will not make the same mistakes again,

Because,

happiness always dies,

laughter ends up in cries

all truth turns to lies,

...your lies,

I have made up my mind,

and you do not have my forgiveness this time,

now i am full of rage,

and revenge is what i crave,

to make you feel what i felt,

Pain and agony inside and out,

lonely, hopeless, without help.

I am lying on my back,

lost inside my head,

back to all reality,

and i decide not to cry.