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you know, i am very happy with my coven, it is full of super great and very nice people. I hope everyone is as happy with their covens as i am with mine.



Now i just need to make myself open up and talk more too my fellow members so i can reek the enjoyment of such great folks, i need to open up real bad, anyways, thats it, this note is done, see ya



oh yeah, thanks to CM and BL for helping me into this coven, they know who they are.



bye ya

I sure do miss my Leslie, why is life so messed up, took me 40 years to get happy just to have it torn away from me again. IF there is a GOD and I'm before him someday, HE will be asked some pretty interesting questions from me, fuck the afteraffects from it, this is bullshit!!!!!!!!



Sorry for my conduct, its hard, thats all i can say, its just so fucking hard to accept all this, even a year after she died. I dont know if i will ever recover from this, it just doesnt look good anymore, it isnt good for me at all, I need to be with her again



I wish I wish I wish.....

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butterfly346biteme
02:51 Mar 19 2008

Well honey it hurts and hurts bad and one day you will be with her again you just got to remember she is with you always in your heart and move on with life. Don't ever be sorry for saying your feelings.

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yes, it has come to my attention that my 9th year of being not married has come and past. Its been 9 years now since the 2nd wife has broke my heart and shattered the way i think about life, ppl, wifes, relationships, etc. Its amazing how something in your life can happen, seems so small at the time but can and does change your life forever. It still amazes me to this day. Why cant us humans just forgive and forget and just move on, why can certain things in our lifes stick to us like peanut butter to our rib cages, huh?. idk, its been a long time since i found out she was preg with another mans kid, but it still hurts to this day. Why? I mean, she moved on, has been married several times i think, it didnt seem to bother her, why did it totally screw my whole way of thinking up? Its just too much, now i have been with hundreds of girls, all lil hotties, but if it lookked like it was working out, bamm, i was gone, lol. Its just amazing some of the fine rich and perfect girls i have ran off, it would just blow your mind, it still does mine... oh well, i just wish someone had a fix for this jaded clustershit i call life, if you do, look me up, i need help ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!

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butterfly346biteme
02:51 Mar 19 2008

I have the fix right here. You will love it. lol.

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