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She walks away
10:57 May 19 2005
Times Read: 663








She hears autumns leaves

And summers whisper

Leading her astray

She stops and ponders

All her life

Yet she wishes it away



She walks avast into the blue

Not knowing whats ahead

She stares into empty faces

Looking onto her with dread



If so beautiful

Why they look so sad

If so wonderful

Why they say its so bad



Yet she wants it more than ever

No one can lead her away

Yet she keeps on going

Never to turn away

I Won't See You Tomorrow
10:54 May 19 2005
Times Read: 664








Pains my only constant

Fears my only friend

Hates the path thats leading me

To my nearing end



Why do I not matter

This bloody life I curse

When did everyone elses shit

Suddenly become worse



In every fight I've been in

In every life I've lived

They make me out as evil

Maybe it's time to give



My blackened heart is colder

My life's not worth a dime

Maybe I should give up now

And call it quittin' time



No one can know the pain I feel

Some think they have it worse

But every pain is different

And the person that it hurts



Fear has stayed beside me

Through the sun and the fog

It'll be with me forever

Chasing with Satan's dogs



I feel this hate inside of me

Leading to my demise

With every passing day or so

Increasing in its size



Stress has built up on me

From everyone forgetting

No one listens to what I say

Unless it is forbidding



Forget about the good stuff

And righteous things I've done

How about we focus on

The times I hurt someone



Say what you want about me

My flesh is made of steel

That's what everyone seems to think

But emotions I do feel



So say what you will about me

It only fuels the flame

You think what I've said now is bad

It's actually quite tame



I'm sorry if I hurt ya'

Hard to believe but true

But odds are good some of the same

Have come to me from you



Now if you'll all excuse me

It's time for me to end

Pain was my only constant

I feared for lack of friends



Love was always bitter

Not like the sweet juices of sorrow

Finally I'm glad to say

I won't see you tomorrow

nothing.....
13:43 May 10 2005
Times Read: 667

wanna die , come with me in my dreams

and you will see what is real ,

why do you live in this world of fantasy,

where everything is payed for

in advanced with your soul!!!

shall i be the one to die ,

i don't what to

i am real!!!