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Betrayal...and the way i think...
01:21 May 24 2005
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I'm so damn tired of people betraying my trust. Of course most of my friends would tell you i trust people to easily...i believe to easily in the good because it's all i have left to believe in after how many times i've been hurt and hurt myself.
I wish some people would just go away! Just poof! and they no longer exist instead of me have to always think it my job to help them and if i can't than apologizing so many times it makes my head spin, not to mention making me even more down cause i cannot accomplish anything....grr, i hate the way i think...
Cutting...
20:51 May 15 2005
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One or more fast movements, and pain is both gone and there. The things you wanted to forget are forgotten for a moment as a new pain is overtaken. Only one problem, once the pain from the cut is over, your problems are still there. So what do u do then? You cut again and again till before you know it you've got so many scars you do not know what to do.
Each cut has a different story and different meaning, looking at them you can see every time you were hurt and the way you handled it. The deeper the cut, the deeper the hurt was you were feeling at the time the cut was made. Small cuts...small problems, deeper cuts...deeper problems.
I do not really kno what causes one to all of the sudden pick up a razor or sharp object and cut, all i kno is its done. Once the first one is made, its and addiction and cannot be stopped. It is then the only way you know of to handle the pain u feel...no one can stop you...not even yourself.............
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