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Without you (I hold a black rose)

By Rachel Mckittrick



Ø When I looked into your eyes

Ø I felt like I would never die.

Ø My heart jumped inside my chest

Ø Now I cannot get you out of my head.

Ø I never felt this way before I met you

Ø This to me is something new

Ø Hold me tight through out this night,

Ø You get rid of all the fright

Ø You told me that you love me

Ø And took me to the sea

Ø But you left me

Ø With a vow to never return

Ø And now the time I must endure

Ø I lay upon the sand

Ø Here with out your hand

Ø I cry you name

Ø This pain can not be tamed

Ø Why did you go?

Ø … Is it my fault?

Ø I can not help but feel this way,

Ø The night is the day

Ø But it is dark as the night

Ø Night with out the stars and moon

Ø This world is like darkened room!

Ø With walls to keep me in

Ø This heart of mine can not mend

Ø Only if you knew that I loved you

Ø Maybe you would have stayed

Ø Here with me, me with you

Ø Time is long past dew

Ø I can not forget that once you did love me

Ø But you are gone now,

Ø Like sand inside an hour glass

Ø Your time, your sand has reached the end

Ø Your life is in the heavens now,

Ø But that is not what I want

Ø With out you here with me,

Ø I feel so empty inside,

Ø I am nothing more than an empty vessel now

Ø Without a soul, with out you to keep me sane.

Ø I wish this life was a game

Ø Therefore I could have saved you,

Ø If this life were a game, you’d come back to where you stopped



Ø I guess I’ll keep on living

Ø Walking in this nightmare,

Ø I hold a black rose for you

Ø But no body knows why

Ø I wish I could let them into my mind

Ø To let them understand me,

Ø But that is nothing more than a fantasy,

Ø Maybe one day we will meet again,

Ø And one day, we will be together the way I always wanted.















Every thing I Wanted!

By Rachel Mckittrick



- If only you knew what I felt inside

- If only you knew that I loved you

- I can’t forget you

- When I close my eyes you stand before me

- Your eyes looking into mine

- Piercing my soul

- I wish you knew me better

- I wish You’d understand me

- You were every thing I wanted and more

- But when you walked away from me,

- I fell to my knees and weaped

- You were the only one I cared about…

- But now you’re gone

- And I’m still alive

- But at times I wish I wasn’t

- ‘Cuz this pain you left me

- Has cut so deep with in me

- But still, you were every thing I wanted.

















Love, (this wall is weak!)

By Rachel McKittrick

· When the rain falls

· I’m lost again

· Searching for it all.

· I walk not knowing him or me.

· What was here…

· Never to return again…

· … Looking into my eyes

· Looking in the mirror,

· At the person that is I…

· But I don’t recognize my self,

· But why?

· Why, when the rain falls…

· I get trapped in the eternal darkness of my mind?

· Now, when the rain falls

· Tears streams down releasing it all,

· I crave the love

· That I never knew,

· My fragile heart has been broken,

· Now the wall I keep is up,

· When I find my love,

· I won’t know he’s there,

· It’s better this way,

· No one well get hurt!

· But in the end…

· ……… I cry in pain!!!

· Pain…

· Alone…

· I cry,

· When the rain falls,

· But he is here…

· My love…

· Somewhere to be found.

· To be found by me

· And I to be found by him.

· But this wall I keep is up.

· It breaks easily.