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How can someone cry so many tears in one day after one thing happen today it seemed that the rest of the day just went to shit at times i wonder why anyone would want me my mother makes me feel like a pice of shit a speck of dirt to her anything i do i do it wrong am i really that bad well fuck this fuck everything if im really that damn bad then leave me the fuck alone im done with oh im going to slit my wrist i feel so bad fuck that was so sad and so not me anymore im done being fucking nice to everyone and letting them walk all over me im done doing shit for everyone and then getting nothing i get walked all over like a damn pice of shit fuck it damn all this stress is making me sick i dont need it fuck cant wait till june 29th

well everyone i have one question for you guys if there if there was this guy you knew you were in love with and he was in love with what would you do to show haw bad you want to be with that person to spend every day,hour,and min. with them i mean its plain as day how we both feel but there always that but i hate that but and we need to talk or anything like that when you hear thoes word you heart just drops it feel like its been torn out i hate that feeling so bad but everyone has got to learn to live with it when it happens but i cant sometimes





Has there ever been a night where you cried yourself to sleep of the thought of someone you wish you were wiht them right there and then i do that sometimes and then the same night you have a dream about that person that seems so real adn then when you wake up you wish it were true i know ive had the a few to many times in the last 6-7 months but yha





to who this is about which ill know they'll figuar it out that its about them i love you with all my heart but i dont know what you want and it kills me not knowing i need to know I LOVE YOU TO DEATH AND I TRULY MEAN IT