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The ending

00:41 Sep 11 2008
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Lichelle came to the scene looking for survivers,she had seen a car down the road and was looking for more people that survived the horror that had happened almost a week ago.She was the last surviving member of the Beaulieu family and was looking for more people or she would go insane.When i came to the car i saw total hell.tents that had been ripped open shit laying everywhere,i had no idea that i was going to find my cousin and oldest brother laying dead just behind the tree that i was facing.i pulled out the semi automatic pistol i had strapped to my waist as i kept going i saw the scene through the side of my eyes.i gasped and ran to the other side and immedaitly reginized the other people on the other side of the tree,i started to cry and just stared at my brother till i realized he had something in his hand.She grabbed it and read through it.I put both of there hands on there chests and said REST IN PARIDISE ANDREW JAMES BEAULIEU

REST IN PARDISE CLYDE LEE REYES GONE BUT WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN







THE ENDING





I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THIS BOOK IT WAS THE FIRST IN A TRILOGY AND THE SECOND ONE IS ALREADY IN PROCESS SO COME AND CHECK IT OUT WELL PEACE OUT


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Why clyde?why?

00:40 Sep 11 2008
Times Read: 652




I had tears running down my eyes after i heard the short quick muffled gunshot that had come from Clydes tent,i tried to pull myself to my feet but realized what i planned to do and i flopped back down not wanting to even get up,face tomorrow,just put a bullet in my head and lay here peacefully till my body started to rot.I did not want to get up and have to face Clyde's dead but somehow peaceful face like a fallin soldier finally layed to rest but the again Clyde did not see all the shit that i had seen yea he saw my little brother kill himself and he most likely heard when my mom was killed because he came in the house almost immedailty after her death and he had to shoot her from kiling me because i damn sure coulden't do it,but had he faced the emtional pain that i had suffered from?Did he know how it felt to find your own mother trying to kill you,the woman that brought you in this world and right near her end to take me back into the dark?No he did not know it felt to have your lil brother come up and ask you if he could hold your strap but put the motherfucker in his mouth and put a slug in his dome?I had lost so much that day and i was bound to lose alot more in the near future if i would let myself get that far but i knew that soon enough i would put a slug in my brain and have eternity to think about all the times i fucked up and sit back with my cuz and we would sit back and smoke and chill with the rest of fallin soldiers that was my future i know that now,I had no idea what had happened to the rest of my family if they got away but i knew that if i did not kill myself i still would not find any of them i was the only one left and had no one to turn to and if i did they must think that i was already dead and they would have giving up on hope and eventually would commit suicide because they had no one left either so i knew what my destiny was,i slowly emptied the rest of the rounds in my hand and put one last bullet in i loaded the gun but before i could do that i went to Clydes tent and dragged him to the closest tree and sat next to him,i grabbed my notebook and my last ciggerate i wrote down my life story starting with as far as i could remember to the present day i closed my notebook and wrote on the cover MEMORIES,put the book on my lap lit my ciggerate,smoked half of it put the pistol to my dome and said a quick prayer, and pulled the trigger ending my life as quick as it had been made.



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Gone but not forgotten

00:40 Sep 11 2008
Times Read: 653




I am dying.Clyde said to himself,he had been drifting in and out of of a semi coma state all day and could not keep his eyes open for more then an hour or he would silenly pass out and would not wake up for at least ten hours,every time he passed out like that he feared that he was not going to wake up.Clyde knew that soon enough he was going to have to commit suicide because he did not want to die in his sleep and have his cousin find out the hard way when he was trying to wake him,he would have to do it either today or the next and if he had to he would tell his cousin and walk awy from Andrew.Clyde had never realized how beautiful the surroundings where around him,he was not old enough to die yet he had not seen enough of what was meant for him to see.Someone fucked up and let those fuckers escape from where ever the hell they where from and they got out of control and started to breed and get huge in numbers,Clyde thought to himself that Bemidji was probally empty except for the remains of people that commited suicide and the old buildings.Clyde loved Bemidji and did not want to believe what had happened till they got in through the backdoor making a surprise attack and almost killing him,if Andrew had not come back when he did he would have been dead and Andrew would have walked into the house and found his cousin lying in a pool of his own blood,bloods he thought to himself what a fucking joke before any of this had happened he and Andrew had run up on a couple of them bitches and emptyed at least two rounds of slugs in them bitches and boy did they drop.Andrew pulled up in a deserted area and made up two tents and fire,he had helped me from the car next he put me on a stump near the fire then Andrew got something made and ate a lil and gave me some though i was very weak and we talked of the times when we where kids and how we had the dream of becoming famous ass rappers(well bascially they did,they became very famous in Bemidji and even did five tours and concerts before they where booted out of there contract because i got really high and spazzed out on our third member)and getting out of Bemidji and making a name for ourselves.Andrew brought up the subject that he might die soon,i got realy quiet and crawled to the side of the trees and threw up what ever Andrew had made for me when i finally got back i almost told of what i was going to do but for some reason i coulden't.Andrew put out the fire and got me into my tent what he did not know was that i had my silenced pistol in the back of my belt and if i could not pull myself to shoot i would pop at least a half a dozen pills in my mouth and wait for death as i listened to the trees and nature talking in there own way for the last time.I laid there for at least two hours just thinking about my life.I put the pistol in my mouth with tears streaming down my eyes and just as i pulled the trigger i realized i was going to face the nightmares for the rest of my life.

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Oh my god he's dying!

00:39 Sep 11 2008
Times Read: 654




Get da fuck back ma fuckas i aint playin no more bitches! Hey ma fucka get back in here.Clyde jumped out of the car with his sawed off shotgun and started blasting at anyone in range of his piece.I got out of the car and tried to grab clyde,but before i could grab him and pull him into the car one of those vampire/humans grabbed at his neck and started to sink his teeth into his neck,got a nice chunk out of his neck.I threw clyde into my car,grabbed my ak and started to blast at da ma fukkas.I took out all of them in one round,hitting six of the in the face and the rest in chest.I jumped in the car and started it up and roared down the road getting the fuck away from the scene.Clyde started to buck in his seat and started to convulse,"holy shit calm down calm down"i screamed.I stopped the car and grabbed Clyde and pulled him out of the car because it looked like he couldent breath,i started to pound on his back,trying to get his breath back into his lungs.He started to get his breath back and pulled himself into the backseat so he could lay down.I got back into the car and headed down the road trying to shake the feeling that clyde did not have much time left in this world and i wasen't going to let him become one of those things just roaming up and down the road trying and probally succeding in kiling other people coming along the way trying to escape the horror that had most likely killed there family,if it came to it i would have to put a bullet in his skull because if i let him live till the end and he turned on me,i woulden't do anything about it because i couldent shoot family without just giving up and ending my own life,so i just kept going thinking that eventually i would have to kill my own family but i knew that i couldent do it.I was the cause of my younger brothers death i should have seen what was going to happen if i gave him my gat i coulden't let another family member die by my hands or i would fucking kill myself in the guilt that was going through my veins i just knew Clyde woulden't live much longer.

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You've fucking changed!

00:38 Sep 11 2008
Times Read: 656




''Listen motherfucker put your fucking piece down right now or you can say bye to friend here!''''okay okay just let him go fuck im putting it down''.Clyde put down the gun and stepped back,the crazy fucker let me go and i stumbled forward ready to make a break.''okay now that this is takin care of what is your names''my name is Andrew and this is Clyde what the fuck is your problem anyway?Do you just go and grab people out of bordom?'' ''Listen i had to,i thought you where one of those crazy fuckers that have been killing people left and right!He told Clyde to grab his gun and me to grab as much alchol as i could,when i came back around front Clyde was yelling at the guy''listen i know what the fuck you are trying to do and its not going to work me and Andrew have been through alot and all of a sudden you want to come and act like your his best friend listen i remember your bitch ass your the one who put that hit on Andrew and he almost got killed because of you''''no fuck you your the one who set it up from the beginning when you where in thisledew remember just because you thought he was talking shit about you yea motherfucker i remember this and do you want to know something i going to tell him right no........Clyde went for his gun,pulled it out and blew away the back of the guys head''Andrew we gotta get the fuck outta here come on lets go!NOW!I got the rest of the liquer and ran to the car,Clyde pulled out of the driveway and we took off.So what are we going to do now?Getting the fuck out of here.So where are we going now i dont know just till we stop at the next town i guess.So what the hell was that all about back there he could have helped us you know.Yea but he was talking shit and i guess i just coulden't take it!Oh okay then nothing else?Nope that was about it.You motherfucking liar i heard everything your bitch ass said,you put a fucking hit on me?How the fuck could you do that and i fucking trusted you you dirty motherfucker we are no longer family i should have left your bitch ass back in redlake and i could have headed out,stop the fucking car!I got out and started to walk back to the liquer store when Clyde pulled up beside me and tryed to get me back in the car.No bitch your ass is on your own now so just keep going i dont give a fuck what your going to do now get the fuck away from me!Clyde got out the car and tried to pull me back in the car,when he stopped suddenly and let me go there was something coming and it was not that hard to spot''hey what the fuck is that?I dont know but lets get the fuck out of here!No im going to find my own car go my own way and thats that!Andrew come on im sorry but that fucking thing is starting to get closer lets just go come on,"i was wrong to do that".I got back in the car and we started the car up again and rode down the road when we finally saw what the fuck was ahead of us we stopped cold.It was about twenty people all in a row and we could tell already what was wrong with them as they circled the car and started to bang on the window,trying to break the glass.One of them got on the roof of the car and started to try to break the top in,they busted the back window and started to crawl in the car.

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Are we stil family?

00:37 Sep 11 2008
Times Read: 657




Come on,come on andrew.Clyde was trying to pull him from his younger brother but Andrew did not seem to want to move,he was stuck to his spot just staring at his younger brother,not believing what he saw.Jonathon(andrew's brother)had ran up to them asked for the pistol Andrew had strapped to his belt grabbed it put in his mouth and pulled the trigger without even thinking about it,now Andrew was in shock and could not move.''Come on now we gotta get da fuck outta here'' ''fuck you''come on we gotta get da fuck outta here,now''.Andrew got up and headed to the car not saying anything and i followed to make sure he was okay.We both got in the car and started to headed right to redlake we had to get da fuck away from away from here it was just bringing more pain to Andrew and i was sure if he saw another one of his family members die he was going to commit suicide because he could not take it no more,so we drove in silence for about an hour,Andrew finally pulled into redbe but took off till he got to redlake lake.Andrew got put of the car and stared out on the little waves that came to the shore,i got out and walked up to him but when i got five feet behind him he started to talk''have you ever heard of the lake beneath redlake?''Yea i have heard about that''''so what about that''?But Andrew would not talk anymore finally he said have you heard of the spirits that roam the cass lake highway''?Yea but what the fuck does this have to do with anything''?god is punishing us other wise he would have done something about this,and the no faced spirits have come to take revenge us that the no faced spirits are the evil ones''.''I dont think we should continue to ride with each other Clyde, we should go in different directions'' '' no mada fucka we gotta stick together we be down till da end''!We can't do that and you know it''.I grabbed andrew by the shirt and threw him into the car,Andrew hit the car but got back up as quick as he had been thrown and said''violence won't solve whats got to be done Clyde so you can beat me up as much as you have to but we shoulden't we get going i mean im going back to bemidji and just wait for the end'' '' listen what the fuck is the matter with you?We have to stick together you know ever since your mom died you have been withdrawing look i know your sad as hell right now and you have a right to be but now is when you need family the more then ever,to you are we even family any more?'' ''Yea........................we are look nigga im sorry i just got i little something in my head right now so yea i guess lets go.So we got in the car and took off again and started to head to thief river.As they got in thief river falls clyde thought they were going to liquer store because that what was Andrew was mumbling to himself.We got out of the car and walked through the door Andrew jumped over the counter and started to grab bottles,i turned my head because i thought i heard something but Andrew yelled out and i spun my head around to look what was going on.Some dude had Andrew by the neck and had a pistol pointed at him with a one crazy blue eye daring him to shoot.



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