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god damnit. i hung myself again and i still didnt work. well il just try again later. or maby now. gotta go just got an idea. hope it works.

sometimes ill think to myself why am i always alone why cant i have anyone to talk to, to be with, to share my pain with. then i rember, before i gave up hope on life. when i had a heart and used it to love. all i got in return from those i loved was pain and sorrows. all of those memories torture me. i cant sleep that i dont see Jessica's crying face. or Keira leaving me again. i cant stand it. but now i have a place to let it out and not get sent to the nuthouse AGAIN. but what dose it matter im still alone. and that is how i will stay