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alright so here gose my carzy story about what happend last night i cant rember much bcuz i almost bleed to deah buz my younger bicth sister tried to sucker kill me . its not that i couldnt beat her ass its that i love her and i know that i hurt her way bad and go to jail but that bicth cut my thort when i wasnt looking ... but iam ok now

ok ok so ive been reading ppls journals and all ive seen is ppl say they want to kill them self ... NO you dont cuz if you did u sure as hell wouldnt tell anyone .... Ask me how i know this i tried to die before i didnt say a word to anyone my mom found me in my room not breathing i can say now that i do Not to die trying to die is not fun and than ppl who dont even know you tell u that ur carzy .... see i just think ppl should hold on to life death is easy its liveing that is the hardes part ........Cutting your self well thats fucking dumb to i can say that cuz i used to do it .. i hate how ppl you dont know what iam going though or how i feel when i cut .... well lets get one thing shight buddy i do fucking know and theres better shit to do than cut your self if you want pain go work out ...read a bad book ... have pissed off sex with yourself ... so dont fucking tell me dieing and cutting is ur only way out ... if i can relilze that and come out of it so can you

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catobates
23:19 Nov 23 2010

Good call. Working out is very painful, at times, it causes bleeding.



Plus, it naturally boosts a lot of things in your body, which causes you, in the end, to feel much better than you did before.



I think all people who are depressed should get off their computer at least once every day, and go running. ^_^ It's even fun after a while.



Nice entry, by the way.

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Muffin15
01:15 Nov 24 2010

Your right.

100%

alil growing up is all that

ppl lyk that need.

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ok ok ok so iam having the wrost day i hurt my leg in pt everybody aat pt all guys i may add seen my ass we were marine crawing and i crawed right out of my pants how great is that atleas they were nice eough to pull them up for me and not look at my fat fucking ass .. oh today i also kick the shit out of my ex bf .. so now iam 100% sur eiam over it

iam so sick of everbody bicthing and mouning over dumb shit that dosnt even matter so what i fucking hate you why the fuck do you care your the one who started shit and tryed to kill me with your car over a guy who dosnt even know you and your gonna kill me cuz hes hot ok well fuck it take him il deal