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I forgived myself all the things, except him. :( Maybe I'll get over him and date somebody else, and that, but I never let myself forget him forever. I'll always love him, somwhere deep down in most far and most dark place of my heart.



I was in love in one person for a few months. He was a bum and he was doing it with everybody. I think of it just later.

It felt weirdly dangerous to look at him, like staring at the surface of the sun. I know that he will alway be mine.

I've heard this story ten years ago. Theese things were told from one man who is psychic and were really disturbing. He sad that long, long time ago,before eaven my grandparents were born, in my town arriwed one woman. She was a witch. Her devils sect order her to curse the whole town. Everyone in here is so pathetic,like very poor or unbelivable at something. She cursed eaven everybodys appereance. Thoose who don't have money, they don't look that great or they don't sucseed at something they want, like theirs careers. In here, seems like anybody isn't very good friends with each other. They get into a fight or they uses each other for something.

While some womans are whores and some of mans are extreme douchebags, other are ideal housewifes or hard working people. She try to mix all of theese personality, I think. In one family are all young troubled boys. Teen girls are prone to prostitution and the rest of young adults are prone to alchocolism and drugs. Thoose who were "State" of Croatia, were stolen they own, somekind of light. She eaven made they'res appereance smaller. They are like so poor now, I'd have to say skanks. Everybody knows everything and everybody gossips everyone. Married people are getting divorce when they find out they're wiwes are cheatting them. Everybody have an obligation to order black magic from place that she was living when she was still alive,and thoose who are not, are under it's influence. I'm sick and tired of this place and I think I'm going to move as soon as possible. Sometimes can get really creepy.

I just hate my family. They always been only ignoring,bitching,jelling and humilliating bunch of idiots for all of my life. I hate them all, especially my sister. She treats me like peace of shit. I sometimes wonder why does sucha things exisite. Its never have been of use to me. Who needs something like that anyway? Family? Parents get divorced or they have abusive relatives for they'res children.

You never gonna believe what my crap sister and my idiot mother did one day. They locked me in one of the rooms in the house and talked about me all night long, stole my stuff and hide them. My sister eaven dear to stole me one guy that Iliked. That is because she was fat and ugly cow. When she finally loosess weight, she had been nothing but bitch with her head in the clouds. My mom never tell her anything about it, because she is sucha straight A student.She always smells like crap. Her and her family love to stufficading their mouth with everithing that comes in their way of hands. They all are one big shit. I know that theese things I've had said are'nt normal, but I also know that they'res opinion about me is not much greater than this. I've been called worse. Selfish bastards, they never gonna catch me. They don't deserve my love.

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QueenZombiee
17:02 Dec 06 2015

No one deserves family like that. ...I'm really sorry to hear that.

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I have fed mouths that have talked shit about me. I've wiped tears off the faces of the people that have caused mine. I have picked up people that have tried to knock me down. I've done favours for people that have not been there for me.

CRAZY? Maybe ....

But I will not loose myself in the hatered of others; I continue to be me because, I am who I am and it is my nature.

Life isn't easy but eaven trough all that bullshit.... I will still be here, being me.