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I sit here in a pool of blood, ever widening like a moat, sealing me off from the world in a crimson circal of death.



I lie here as it still flow's surrounding me, drowning me, cutting me off from the living and grouping me in with the dead.



I close my eyes as i fall asleep, no sign of exhaustion hang's about my face.

I think i will clean this up in the morning...

to bad for me morning will never come.

I stumbled i faltered, lame and child like, aimlessly wondering, serching for hidden treasures, still a little brused, still a little broken.

temporarily glued with false hope's and shattered dream's, unknown by those who know me best, exiled and dismissed to barren land's.



Out of no where came a golden glow, something warm and loving, he kneel's to me welcoming my soul, craddling these frozen hand's, holding this weeping heart, and healling my open wound's.



He has no reason to love me,

Nor hold me like he dose.

no word's could show my appreciation and

with your existance i am blessed.

for what you have done for me thank you seem's inadequite, not nearly what you deserve.

Ill call you my hero my stallion my lover and praythat its enough and i promise i will be there for you also and carry you when you to fall.

What if time were to slips away?

A second an hour or a day,

would we exist as we do today

or would we likewise slip away,

Tomarrow will be today, and today will be yesterday, and an instant

will be 3 years away If it isn't the day befor yesterday.



What if time were to slip away?...

ill tell you about it yesterday.



l_T ...?

There's something burning in my soul, I think it is hope. There's something shining in my eye's I think it's the sun, finally come out to bloom and cast away all those dreary shadow's where my my heart was sorrounded by darkness and hate a clear shot in the scope of a gun held by the hand of my insecurities.



There's something fluttering past me in soft beat's, There's some beautifal song in my ear's soothing my eaching soul, and ebing away the pain and sadness, and i no longer feel the cold of the snow frozen over my heart.



(unfinished)

look into my eye's for i can see your soul,

through those little window's embedded in your head. I i can see deep beyond conscious thought, into the raw world of your subconscious, where everything roam's and your whole person lie's at my finger tip's.

Entire world's live here, thriving in the world of darkness, old memories, resentment, fear.

I walk over to the shell of the card played closet's of your heart. There are many thing's you are afraid of, some real some not.

But one thing i can see, one thing i know you have to be, you are scaired of me.

Here i lay in this shade of gray,

the realization of my situationa crashing wave,

never to rize from this shallow grave.

Echos of hope haunt me

like whispers of sweet insanity,

while thoughts of death taunt me

the merciful friend of humanity,

I lay in this shade of gray,

watching the world of color pass me by,

watching and waiting, alone with out a care,

hoping and hating, things i can not bare.

Your serch for hopes of freedom

knock at my wall of dispair,

crumbling the darknerss befor me,

a strainger with friendship

and knowledge to shaire.

stomping out my thought's of death

like you would a flame,

not to give in to lifes ill-founded game.

A light in the dark hold's me fast

reminding me of voice's past,

giving me strength where others sank

like a drowning ship at sea,

for you are my light house

guiding my on the path to be.

No longer do i lay in this shade of gray

now i stand,

only to be taken by suprize

by your lifless eyes

giving my flight of understanding its wing's

no longer my hope and echo death bring's

but a colidascope of color in a world once gray.



You have given me something i thought i would never find... happines, and love.... thank you.