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I'm pretty much over Christmas! For me right now, it's just another reminder of the people who aren't here and will never be to celebrate this otherwise happy time.



It's been two years since You died. I think because your death was so sudden and out of the blue, it's made it that bit harder to deal with. If you had been ill, we could have prepared for it otherwise.



Instead, I blame you for not thinking clearly, and because you made a reckless decision, I'm here alone and so heartsick without my big brother...



I expected You to be here for Christmas, Birthdays, Celebrations, Graduations, Parties, Engagements, to walk me down the isle for fuck sake, and You won't be and I hate you for it!



I guess what I really wanted to say is that I Miss You...

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Anachronism
13:29 Dec 16 2010

I love you. xx HUGS

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Hello everstarven!



Status: Pain Giver

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Anachronism
07:02 Dec 13 2010

**purrs** I love you inflicting pain oO

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everstarven
07:05 Dec 13 2010

It's been a while...lol

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And you just let me down!



I watched Eclipse and was sorely disappointed. It wasn't as good as the previous two and I wonder what happened and why???



Perhaps my standards were too high, I don't know, but I hope the next movie makes up for it :)