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i never ponder that all this could happen,but i realize that all the thing that were around me are unreal,

and maybe all my world are unreal to,but still i hope...

and i will dream hor all my life to be a real thinking person...but it's hard,not to go in to the simple and bainless world because NO BRAIN NO PAIN!

i just need to go in to my dreams,

to see all that rotten places i live in, and then maybe i could be alive for a moment, or start to feel my soul inside my self...



But realy it's so hard to be somebody and to be nothing at all...



I often ask my self questions - but no one know's who live in side my head and who i talk with, all the time...



Good night...

i realy would like to know to.. Just some people are so close and some of them ar so cloused, so you never know...what is the meaning of true filing and what can person give to you is just the dream you live in...

But then the words "Just a friend" comes out...

And all you're dream is ruined.. so you need just... "I WANT TO KNOW" becous i do not...

i think i lost some thing in my life, but maybe it's just becouse i should see the brite side of my strange life...



and one day i know he will be there for me...



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