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the sounds of crying echoed the wall,

black skies rain tears fall

little remains from the eternal silence

saved by a grey spirit yearning in desire



goddes of eternal darkness



you goddes of death painted

my heart with darkness

you goddes of vampric evil

granted me thy life eternal



heart of darkness



in sorrow and deep regret

i fall further into the pit of emptiness

falling further into the heart of darkness

the hands of dark souls reach out for me



promises of dread



this is the day of regret

when evil was discovered

the sound of evil grace

invaids are world one more

to mom and dad,

by the time you read this ill be dead.I no longer believe life is worth living,from the moment i was born i wanted to die i wish i was never born i know i have caused you both alot of upset in the past and im sorry i never meant to hurt any of yous.please dont hate me



i have planned to commit suicide on 1st december but knowing me i will not suceed ive tried to kill myself loads of times before but i am still here.Sadly i just wish the voices inside my head will just go away they always tell me to kill myself and that the world will be a better place without me and i believe them sometimes.i try to ignore them by listening to my music on my headphones,but they seem to speak loader so i cannot ignore them.I have problems sleeping at night because i useed to be given sleeping pills to help me go to sleep,otherwise i wont sleep at all but my mom as stopped giving them to me because everytime shegave them to me,i'd hide them in my bedroom so i could take them all on one night and not wake up the next day.



has any of you guys got any suggestions about trying to ignore the vioces inside my head,apart from killing myself or listening to music?

if you do please can you message me.