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i was with my friends out drinking one night before and sence i have been amune to drinking some what alot. i was put in a mental institution for 6 years and wasnt able to see anyone.. i am now 14 goin on 15 soon and still dont know wat the hell to do with myself.. my friends keep begging me to drink with them and sence i have been trying to stop drinking for a while i only take like a shot here and there. i used to drink so much that i got used to it and i could drink up to about 25 full tall bottles of vodka and never have a hang over wats so ever.. it was cool for a while up untill it coaght up with me and now i cant drink that much anymore bc of more them one reason. i go out every night now with my friends and go paintball surnading with them. we have so much fun it aint even funny. it keeps my mind off alot of things that i think about all the time but when i dont think about some of the things i wonder how i am going to fix some of the problems i face..and i seem to face alot of them....well as soon as i can i will get some of the recent poems i have wrote and put it up here. see ya'll later.