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Well, if you've ever been in my place, then you know what it is like to fall in love, stay in love, and have you feelings not known seriously by the one who has you affections on a string dangling above the alligators mouth. As a young person I don't want to do something that I might regret later like fall to pieces in front of the s.o.b that I'm practically in love with. He's is 3 years older than I am and views me as a little sister that could probably kick his ass in a fight (I'm would never seriously hurt him though). I hate that I can never come out of the dark with this little secret. Exotic dreams and thoughts invade my mind all the time and I'm about to jump off the deep end. I just wish that he would come to his senses and realize that I'm the one for him, everybody that he has been with and is currently with were whores. hoes. Sluts. I'm guess that does has it's good points to a horny guy. But I'm just the girl next door. Why I'm a so reluctant. Going out with other people doesn't seem to help me forget him either, I just end up hurting those guys by denying them the affection they need when they give me everything I wish I could get from the guy I actually like. I know I should move on. I should move on. Help me.