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I did a good deed today, and in so doing had a really fun conversation with someone I normally would never had the opportunity to converse with. I also got to pay someone a compliment that was very well recieved and prolly much needed.



I like being a good human; it makes me wonder why a certain person I know seems to enjoy doing the exact opposite.



I did keep my head above water today with that person though. So, 3 cheers for me!!!! I've learned to anticipate what I will be yelled at for and then counteract it before I am called on the carpet for it.



It would really help if I were clairvoyant though!!!



Anyone out there have a nice scrying mirror or crystal ball for sale???



Also, many thanks to those of you on vr who have helped me over the last days with the crises in my life. You are a blessing to me, and I thank the creators of this site for making it possible that these people have come into my life!

that's it, arrrrrrg

Ochlophilia - Arousal from biting



I knew I liked it; now I know there is a cool-sounding term for it too!

It's not bad enough that work sucks...I get to be the hatchet-man at work now...and let me tell you, don't expect any friends in that position...and expect the friends you do have to say F you and scram....



But now my bf had to be an ass as well...Sometimes I wish there were more hookers available to women...I think I would just buy sex from sexy guys whenever I wanted it...then I wouldn't have to put up with getting my heart walked on time and time again



Just sex when I want it, no broken hearts



I keep thinking that someday I will FINALLY find this man who loves me and wants to be with me and might even be considerate of my feelings...but each time I try again to make a relationship work, then it is inevitable that I get screwed again...





arrrrrrggggg

...a boyfriend who keeps going until I have to scream "stop"



love is...him giggling to himself and then holding me close until I fall asleep from exhaustion ;)