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My God damn mate is fucking making me crazy. Says I am a sex addict, Damn most men would fucking want a bitch who is happy to get fucked on a regular basis. He tells me if I don't get it every day I'm a bitch. MFKR I must be some crazy ass bitch how dare I think getting laid on a daily basis would be a pleasure ,not a chore. Damn he has it BAD!. OBTW, I support his ass, he has no job,ex inmate, I am a home owner and have supported him for a year now. I work usually about 90 to 100 hrs per 2 week pay period. Health care worker ,do a lot of emergency call. His MFKing job as far as I'm concerned should be to keep me happy, So I am a sex addict, BTW I told him going into this relationship how important sex was for me in a relationship. So now it's just too much stress,work effort I'm not sure. Just have a headache kinda shit and I'm supposed to feel bad. Fuck that. I will not. Not for wanting what I fing deserve. Lord please give me the understanding of a persons ability to justify, what I feel is indifference to my needs, Since I'm his sex slave I guess I deserve his holding out on me, I did give him power over me. So I guess I should just shut the f up and be greatful I get it 5 dys a week.

Sometimes life can be so entertaining. Live, Love Laugh. We all hope life is full of joy and happiness however reality is we all must look at life in each moment we experience as it is occurring. I am constantly amusing myself at my changing perceptions of my life. i never would have thought I could change my mind on certain things. #1 Tattoos. at age 25 I was convinced I would never ever have a tattoo. Well at age 45 yes I have a tattoo. Just one of the many changing facets to who I am becoming>

I pray that my mental state moves into a more positive direction. Therapy seems to help some. I need to become a better listner and learn to think before I speak. May I learn ,grow and become a better thinker not just a talker. But someone who when they speak, speak with wisdom. Life is a lesson always learning and growing. I know with age comes wisdom! I'm ready for more life lessons. Bring it on!!!