The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

yeah I'm not liking all the fucking rules and regulations too much. I so dig playing VR but have no love for those out to pick apart all your mistakes or broken rules especially if they are unobtrusive to the site or any persons specifically. I really am ? is it just about the rules and regs or the time issue. I have my mother in law here living in my home, Dying of what my mate died of 3 years ago. I am now a caregiver again, how is this happening I feel like I'm in a time-warp. God please give me strength.