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Last week on friday i was on campus and i was in my boyfriends room (strictly off imits). I was caught by his dorm instructor having sex it was worth it at the moment because i got completly satisfied but in the end result i dont have my high school diploma or GED my sweeheart does he was doin college tours but now because of this the both of us is gonna get kicked out of school and I have nowhere to go but to move back in with my mother but heres the kicker i had a stalker down south in North Carolina so i dont wanna go back and also me and my mother had issues so i dont want to live with her again im currntly living with my step parents but they already told me if i mess up they sending me to my mom but im a grown woman now so im not going to deal with my mom giving her fiance more special treatment than me not happenin...Also my boyfiend purposed and asked me to move in with him im nervous we've only known each other for 4 months im scared that somethings gonna go wrong & he gonna kick me out get tired of takin care of me i have no clue of what im gonna do yet im not ready forthat huge step but i might not have a choice i dont know what to do but ima figure it out

Sometimes i feel like i cant accomplish anything all because im holdin myself back from great things and i also think im gonna be alone for the rest of my life i dont want to be but sometimes im such a bitch to the point where i dont think anyone wants to love me...they always tell me why you so angry ,mean and so misurable i dont mean to be ots just that ive been hurt so much betrayed so much until i must have that knife guarding my hurt and pain never again will i let someone hurt me even if i have do die to prove it

im very upset because i lost my password to my vamp rave page so im starting fresh on my new account...im gonna get it back though its somewhere in my personal information i jus have to search for it i thought i remembered off the top of hy brain but obviously i didnt so im upset i had to start over...but glad i atleast got back in some im not that angry once again thanks for this privelage i love this website and ill be on my page more often...bye

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jamaicanvampire
15:52 Nov 09 2010

Still upset about this by the way...love you hybrid 20 i miss you so much

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