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in the end all i need is a friend

in the end life will be no more

in the end i bleed

in the end i cry

in the end wait this is the end fuck it were all dead for all u know this could be the end we could already be dead and seeing or life before our eyes do u know no one does not even me so i just leave it to someone else and if i am dead well hey im better off becuz being dead waz my dream so if im dead wuts my dream then im crazy lazy and i just dont give a fuck

u r lost and in a dream do u know wuts real and wuts not well here it is ur dead and no one care but me and u so if u think so tell me so fucken peace out

i burned my faith i burned my happyness i lusted for a lady who i know i want but cant have she teases me and i take it every breathe i take i think of her my body melts when i hear her voice my body starts to shake and all i want is her but her excuse is she is to old for me but love has no number i have burned my bridge and my liife is worse the funny thing is im happeir without her kuz all she does is tease y do i cry for the love of one who does not care my emotions played with my mind crumble and my love destroyed but the one i care about i have no cares i have money a house a car a job but for some weird reason i have a big void a i care so much for the void it just grows and grows and people takes me as a little boy who is just going throu a faz im 18 with a fucken life not no fucken kid anymore u know i needed help before and i still need it but if u dont give a fuck i really dont either so fuck the world and the one s who hate me and my old emo style so fuck u only blood is thickes in a battle blood shed is a good thing ' bye

I had a to do list in my mind and i want to let yall know before i die



1.have children

2.get my ex to say im sorry

3.have a life

4.get a good job

5.life the life

6.want a reall family

7. want love

And the worst thing is i only finest the and im proud of number 1 and my ex did say sorry and 4 kuz i got the best job i could want the rest is a work in progress.





heres a list i maid when i was young

1. kill me teacher

2. tell a judge to fuck himself

3.find a girl and make her ur slave

4.find a blade

5. cute my wrists

6. bleed on the floor

7. die a painful death

8. hope no one finds me

9.find hope before i do any of the above



i used to be an emo and i was crazy really i still am im just not wanting attention that much any more and i dont care either but i thnk life is getten better oh yeah i have a beutiful daugter and shes 1 1/2 my ex girl wont let me see her im a good father but she just hates me so much so i send money and everything but thats all i can do for now till i can fight it in court but hey all i want is my life back and thats all and a real family so for now im gonna go and work thats all i do now so hey i gettt good checks cant complain but peace out

i never sleep i am so not a total emo i used to be full blown but i dont dwell on the fact that i was selfish but hey if i kiss a boy it dont mean nothin and im not sure that u all know that if i kiss someone it means im goin out with them whe n i kiss someone it means thats the way i was raised but now when i used my toungue on jessi thats a diff story

i only like someone if i use toungue but if i dont use toungue that means its just a kisss but if i use toungue then u know i like u