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I have discovered that I am an Empathic Vampire. I feed and feel the emotions of those around me. I have not learned to garner control over this gift and it quite often reeks havoc on my life. Large public settings scare the sh*t out of me . So many emotions at once is like drowning.



I have been known to drain others. This I have gained a bit of control over mostly in the fact that I do not allow others that close to me. I don't think that I could actually bring real harm to anyone without truly trying but I have never really tested this theory.



This is only a thought but I believe that perhaps I brought this on myself. The only thing that I wished for is to have a lack of feeling, to feel nothing at all. But I think this left a void that had to filled.



On the upside this does make intimate contact extremely pleasurable for I not only feel my pleasure but my partners as well. Unfortunately for me my partners as of late have been mediocore at best. So I decided about 22 months ago to become celebate. No longer feeding on sexual energy. I am hoping that this will help me to gain some insite into what I am seeking without clouding my vision with others feelings.