I am angry that this is Christmastime and so many people I know are hurting. My roommate's mother is dealing with a lifetime of not meaning a damn thing to the men in her life. She is in poor health and her husband ( the only one she has ever had) has chosen to not be there for her. I quess that she is not the young beauty full of fire she once was and he is moving on to greener pastures. Damn him . Perhaps, he needs to realize he was the lucky one to get someone like her to even look his way. Do you have any idea what this is doing to your daughter and granddaughter? I doubt he even cares. The jerkwad. Why was he given the chance to be a husband and father for so many years when others like River Phoenix and Tupac Shakur had to leave the planet early? Does he not realize how blessed he has been?
I am angry that someone I know has so called friends that think it is a wonderful idea to get them on drugs. What kind of friend is that? They are giving their friend death and God only knows what else. Yeah the person is a grown up and makes their own decisions. But peer pressure does not make anything easier.
Hopefully, I will rest peacefully tonight. I had one can of Natural Light for that purpose.
I am angry that this is Christmastime and so many people I know are hurting. My roommate's mother is dealing with a lifetime of not meaning a damn thing to the men in her life. She is in poor health and her husband ( the only one she has ever had) has chosen to not be there for her. I quess that she is not the young beauty full of fire she once was and he is moving on to greener pastures. Damn him . Perhaps, he needs to realize he was the lucky one to get someone like her to even look his way. Do you have any idea what this is doing to your daughter and granddaughter? I doubt he even cares. The jerkwad. Why was he given the chance to be a husband and father for so many years when others like River Phoenix and Tupac Shakur had to leave the planet early? Does he not realize how blessed he has been?
I am angry that someone I know has so called friends that think it is a wonderful idea to get them on drugs. What kind of friend is that? They are giving their friend death and God only knows what else. Yeah the person is a grown up and makes their own decisions. But peer pressure does not make anything easier.
Hopefully, I will rest peacefully tonight. I had one can of Natural Light for that purpose.
(tom waits)
Outside another yellow moon
Has punched a hole in the night time mist
I climb through the window and down to the street
Im shining like a new dime
The downtown trains are full
Full of all them brooklyn girls
They try so hard to break out of their little worlds
You wave your hand and they scatter like crows
They have nothing thatll ever capture your heart
Theyre just thorns without the rose
Be careful of them in the dark
Oh if I was the one you chose to be your only one
Oh baby cant you hear me now, cant you hear me now
Will I see you tonight on a downtown train
Every night, every night its just the same
On a downtown train
I know your window and I know its late
I know your stairs and your doorway
I walk down your street and past your gate
I stand by the light of the four way
And watch them as they fall, oh baby
They all having their heart attacks
They stay at the carnival
But theyll never win you back
Will I see you tonight on a downtown train
Every night, every night its just the same
You leave me lonely
Will I see you tonight on a downtown train
All my dreams, all my dreams fall like rain
On a downtown train
Will I see you tonight on a downtown train
Every night, every night its just the same
Will I see you tonight on a downtown train
All my dreams, all my dreams fall like rain
On a downtown train
On a downtown train
All my dreams fall like rain
On a downtown train
If I do not not answer my messages on the rave tonight, please forgive me. I want to suggest to everyone that they watch the video to Do They Know Its Christmastime on You Tube this holiday season. A group of English musicians got together and did something wonderful. For those of you who do not like gays and lesbians, bugger off. Two in the group are known to be gay- George Michaels and Boy George. They did something for humanity with theiir God given talent. Phil Collins was not a lead singer on the song, but his talent for playing the drums was used for good that day.
Here are the lyrics to the song
It's Christmastime
There's no need to be afraid
At Christmastime, we let in light and we banish shade
And in our world of plenty we can spread a smile of joy
Throw your arms around the world at Christmastime
But say a prayer
Pray for the other ones
At Christmastime it's hard, but when you're having fun
There's a world outside your window
And it's a world of dread and fear
Where the only water flowing is the bitter sting of tears
And the Christmas bells that ring there are the clanging
chimes of doom
Well tonight thank God it's them instead of you
And there won't be snow in Africa this Christmastime
The greatest gift they'll get this year is life
(Oooh) Where nothing ever grows
No rain nor rivers flow
Do they know it's Christmastime at all?
(Here's to you) raise a glass for everyone
(Here's to them) underneath that burning sun
Do they know it's Christmastime at all?
Feed the world
Feed the world
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmastime again
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmastime again
repeat then fade
This is a journal entry. In the mean time please help yourself to some chocolate or hot cocoa. You'll feel better.
~ billy
This was priceless. I had to copy it into my journal.
Last night Jacks sister decided to horn into Jacks relationship with his child making him feel as if he couldn't do anything right.
From what Ive seen and experienced parenting is about 90% guess work and the rest sheer hope you don't mess another person up, and that you pass along your moral ethical belief systems.
I am one of a few people that will defend Jack till the bitter end besides from what I've seen he is a fantastic daddy. Yes there is a difference between a mere dad and a daddy (daddy is a title earned) and Jack has earned it.
His sister Mary Helen has kids as far as I know hers didn't come with one of those books on how to make the perfect child. I'm pissed to high heaven because miss Mary Helen had the gall to say what she did. that she hasn't she written the ultimate book on the care and feeding of a child/teenager and she is like everybody else she has to wing it and hope for the best.
Beside her kids haven't reached the grand old age of teenager.
The land of teenager is well strange and frightening they will turn on you and fed off you as soon as look at you just depends on there mood at the time.
Jack's mother didn't pick a side, as Mary Helen claimed in fact she didn't have much to say at all except that teenagers are a different breed unto themselves, and that Mary Helen should leave her brother alone before she gets her ass kicked by me
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Again, the above was written by Mikhail.
Now this member of the choir will pipe in.
Jack is one of my best friends. We are so close that people once thought we were getting married. No, that was not the case. Jack is gay. I am a female. That would not happen in a million years. We just do not feel that way about each other. We love each other like family.
Jack is a big adovcate for any child. He pushed me until I got help for my son. Yes, for those who do not know I know Jack and Mikey in real life. We live in the same town. I was the first to join the rave. Then, Mikhail came along and then Jack. I was introduced to the site by Cadamia.
Anyhow, Jack loves his daughter and knows the importance of a good education. This girl is not foolish enough to try to skip out on school. She knows what a good education will do for her. Jack is not perfect. No parent ever is, but he better than many I have had the misfortunate to watch raise children.
Mary Helen is Jack's sister. Jack loves his family like nobody's business. Believe me, he understands Mary Helen better than the rest of the world's population. She is a control freak. I am sure that has brought its own share of problems for her, but it has been quite trying to Jack for years. I have had to witness many fights over the phone. Jack can get quite nasty when Mary Helen repeats crossing all known boundaries of common sense and a few others. I am sure Mary Helen thinks she is doing what is best for her brother. It is just how she goes about it that is quite hard to deal with.
Jack is the first to defend his sister. This girl is intelligent . She was once one semester away from medical school. Her drive and ability to get through hell to achieve a goal would have lead to her being a doctor if she had continued. Those same traits are not so good when dealing with her brother. I should know. I have seen the outcome far too many times.
Mary Helen loves to be in the right. I am sure it is an indictment against her when someone tells her she is wrong. My father could be that way, but he was a tad bit more mellow about it. Unless it was me doing the correcting. Then, it could get ugly. Both my father and Mary Helen have that German Hun blood running through their veins. I do not claim the German as quick as I claim my Irish side. I feel more Irish. That is just the way I feel.
Mary Helen is not a perfect parent either. She is a good parent, but I am waiting until her children are teenagers. Since her little brother is dealing with a teenager before she is, I am sure it would benefit her to calm down. She may have to get her brother's advice a few years from now.
OK of all things to catch shit from Jacks sister over Jacks daughter Elisabeth. I didn't catch hell at all but Poor Jack because why he loves his kid. He is such a freaking bad parent because he adores his child??? The world is fucking nuts OK. Jack is a bad parent because he told his daughter she could stay home on Friday because she was feeling not so hot (her time of month) and because she didn't have deodorant.
I can't fault her I don't do those womanly things. They happen right well who are we to say she doesn't need to stay at home when she feels like tons of kaka, we're not women.
So Mary Helen calls up and reads Jack the riot act like she is in the girls skin and know that we've been used as a couple of rubes. Top that off she tells him his mom is also pissed at him for the way he treats his child. That she Mary Helen should raise the girl since we are far to stupid to do so.
Mary Helen loves to press all his buttons all at the same time. Only one time have I ever come down on him like a ton bricks when he called Elisabeth a bitch. I don't go into calling kids names of any kind even when I am pissed off at them.( I cant say I have been a total angle when it comes to the name calling thing)
Jack is an amazing dad all and all he encourages her and helps he where and however he can unlike some parents I have seen. I am not saying Mary Helen isn't a good mother but not for Jacks child OK our child. She and Jack are a package deal. Time I deal with that get over myself and be a support to them both.
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The above part was written by my friend Mikhail. I will comment in the next entry when I add more about what was written.
MIAMI, Florida (CNN) -- Four men have been arrested in connection with the shooting death of NFL player Sean Taylor, authorities announced Friday evening.
Police have more than one confession in the case and the individuals will be charged with murder, said Robert Parker, director of the Miami-Dade Police Department.
The suspects were identified as Venjah K. Hunte, 20; Eric Rivera Jr., 17; Jason Scott Mitchell, 17; and Charles Kendrick Lee Wardlow, 18.
Additional arrests are possible, Parker said.
"The key to solving this case was citizen's tips," he said.
Taylor, 24, died Tuesday, a day after he was shot during an apparent burglary at his Miami home.
The police investigation revealed the suspects thought the house was empty, Parker said.
"They were certainly not looking to go there and kill anyone," he said. "They were expecting a residence that was not occupied, so murder or shooting someone was not their initial motive. ... Their obvious motive was to go there and steal the contents of the house."
The men knew Taylor lived at the house, Parker said.
At 1:45 a.m. Monday, Taylor's girlfriend, Jackie Garcia, called 911 and said someone had been shot.
Authorities have said she told police she was hiding under the bedding during the attack.
Garcia did not see what happened and could not provide a suspect description, Parker told reporters on Wednesday.
Police said Garcia and Taylor were awakened by noise in the living room, and that Taylor got up and locked the bedroom door, but the door was kicked in and two shots were fired, one striking him in the leg.
Garcia tried to call 911 but was unable to, and used her cell phone instead, police said. There was no evidence the line had been cut, Parker said Wednesday.
A break-in was also reported eight days earlier, Miami-Dade police said.
A police report said someone forced a window open and left a kitchen knife on a bed. Several drawers and a bedroom safe were searched during the break-in, according to the report.
Taylor was home unexpectedly because of an injury, his former attorney, Richard Sharpstein, told reporters Tuesday. "I think he was surprised or they were surprised to find him there," he said.
Taylor spent four years with the Washington Redskins, but had been out with a sprained right knee. He did not play in Sunday's game against Tampa Bay.
Taylor was a first-round pick in the 2004 draft, according to his team's web site.
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He played at the University of Miami, where he was an All-American in 2003, and was also a high school standout in the city. Dubbing him "the prototype NFL free safety," the Redskins credited Taylor's team-leading tackling prowess for sending him to his first Pro Bowl after 2006.
He was regarded as one of the hardest hitting players in the league. Taylor recorded 257 tackles (206 solo) during his brief career, two sacks and seven interceptions.
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Five families destroyed - Yep, the family of Sean Taylor is obviously besides themselves with grief. This is going to be one hard Christmas for them.
However, four families besides the Taylor family hava also been affected. The four young men that have been arrested all have mothers . Assuming all of them have mothers who are still alive. four women are reeling from the fact that the little baby they once rocked to sleep is now in jail for murder.
I hate to see about the untimely death of people. I also hate to see the young be arrested for a crime that will keep them in prison for yeats. If these four killed Sean Taylor ( they confessed true enough, tut we still need a trial), then five lives are no longer useful for good on the planet. Mr Taylor has passed on . The other four will be sitting in jail and unable to help society in general.
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
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