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TO Someone I know in real life

23:43 Jan 26 2008
Times Read: 638




Tim McGraw, I Need You Lyrics

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Artist: McGraw Tim

Song: I Need You

Album: Let It Go

Tim McGraw Sheet Music

Tim McGraw CDs



with Faith Hill



(Tim)

I wanna drink that shot of whiskey

I wanna smoke that cigarette

I wanna smell that sweet addiction on my breath

I wanna ride 'cross West Virginia in the backseat of a Cadillac

You know some cowboys like me go out like that

So I need you



(Chorus)

Like a needle needs a vein

Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain

I need you like a lighthouse on the coast

Like the father and the son need the holy ghost

I need you



(Faith)

I wanna get lost in some corner booth

Cantina Mexico

I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio

I wanna wrap the moon around us and lay beside you skin on skin

Make love 'til the sun comes up 'til the sun goes down again

‘Cause I need you



(Chorus)

Like a needle needs a vein

Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain

I need you

Like a lighthouse on the coast

Like the father and the son need the holy ghost

I need you

oooohhhhh I need you



Tim)

I wanna drink that shot of whiskey

I wanna smoke that cigarette

You know some cowboys like me go like that

So I need you

ooooohh I need you

I need you, I need, I need you, I neeeed you



(Faith)

I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you too

Oooooohhhhhhhhhhaaaahhhhhh

oooooohhhhhhhhhhaaaahhhhhh

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I Amuse Someone

23:39 Jan 26 2008
Times Read: 640


I never considered myself a comedian. In fact, I am a fan of many of the comic greats. So, being told I amuse this person really baffles me. She should watch Robin Williams, old Jerry Lewis movies or perhaps go to a comic night in her neighborhood if she wants to be amused. Her life is not more interesting than mine. I am sure it has its points of interest and I am sure there are times she is very interesting. However, I work in a store and see interesting people all day everyday. I went to her journal today before work. I am working a spilt shift and went to her journal since she is on my blocked list. I was in my message center and finally answered or deleted all the messages in my inbox.



Maybe , I will consider a career in comedy. Perhaps, I can make some money and send her some. She can buy herself something or donate some dough to a worthy cause. We would not want her to feel unimportant or not noticed. I think she likes the attention myself.



Here is her latest entry





I guess this person that has no life and loves to view my page and journal everyday decided they like my life more than they do their own because yet again today this person has been on my profile and in my journal...not to rate me or to comment on anything but to BE NOSEY! *laughs* You amuse me.



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No, I am not nosey. She does not write details of her life that I do not need to know. I would hope she would be more intelligent than that. I do know more about her than she thinks. There are third parties with big mouths. God love them. I understand her more than she understands me. I think I will pray for her. She needs prayer. I do not comment her. She is not imagesinwords, Nthaniel, Mikhail, leo8280 or any of the others I comment. Of course, if she is focusing on me and my apparent lack of a life, she is not wallowing in self-pity or regret. She is not picking on someone else on this site. That is a good thing.


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Just a Reminder

12:39 Jan 26 2008
Times Read: 654


Nothing on this site whether it is in a journal or on a profile that is written about another person will kill you. It will not change your life or make it worse. Your attitude about it and the actions you take about it may. I choose to have a good day regardless of what others are choosing to do. I like having the choice. I like having the ability to decide that my life is not dictated by the opinions of others. Opinions, you see, are like assholes. Everyone (including me) has one and they sometimes stink. Now, with that I am off to work. Yesterday was a good day. Today will be too.


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ChemicalxReaction
ChemicalxReaction
16:01 Jan 26 2008

No. But it does get aggrivating.





 

Journal Entries That Are Public

12:34 Jan 26 2008
Times Read: 656


I read journals quite a bit on the rave. I am writer ( Just ask Mikhail and Nthaniel), so it naturally follows that I am also a reader. I do not read boring stuff or waste my time reading things written by people I find uninteresting or stupid. My time on the rave is limited, since I work all the time. In fact, one of the customers at my store stated I needed a twelve step program for my working problem. I do not think the following entry was directed at me. The person who wrote it does not know me at all and those who do would find it rather silly to write this at all about anyone. If you do not want your journal read, then please make your entries private. Or do not write in your journal. Unless someone is leaving bad comments in your journal, then you really cannot say anything about another person reading it. It is just the way of this site.



Here is the entry. The person who wrote is is not going to be revealed. A frirend of mine knows this person and from what I have gathered the author goes through more hardship than the average human being. Since I am not a heartless individual, I feel for this person. Empathy is my middle name at times.



Here is the entry:



I seriously wish certain people would get a life and find something better to do rather than stalk my profile and journal to see what I am doing and saying. NONE OF IT CONCERNS YOU!!! Get a life, grow up and find something constructive to do with your miserable existence of a life already, would ya? But if you'd like to keep making me laugh every time I see that you have visited my page or journal then go right ahead cause I find it hillarious that you have such a boring life that you have nothing better to do than to look and see what I am doing lmao.



P.S. This is not about the same person as the previous entry.



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I hope if this is about me or anyone else, we are making this lady laugh. Laughter is the best medicine. As for doing something constructive with my life, I am a mother, a damn good freind to some people in my real life, a great employee, a daughter whose mother appreciates her, a part-time babysitter, etc. I have a full plate. I wish this person had a full plate as well. Perhaps, she would not worry so much about who is reading her journal.


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XipeToltec
XipeToltec
15:59 Jan 26 2008

Hi LolitaMarie How are you? It's been a long time since we've spoken. I saw this journal entry also and know who wrote it. It is after all a pubic journal entry.



I've seen on the profiles alot of people who say they don't want stalkers unless asked, but stalkers don't ask do they? That's why it's a stalker. Rather silly.



Maybe she was having a bad day? She seems like a nice girl otherwise.



I hope you don't mind me writing to you here. You have such good journal entries, and they generally prompt me to want to talk to you.





 

Journal Recommendations

21:31 Jan 22 2008
Times Read: 663


I highly recommend both Joli's journal ( Thank you KCRC) and Morrigon's journal for different reasons. Morrigon is open-minded and reminded me of one of my favorite songs/ videos in a recent entry. If you care to know which one, go to her journal. Joli is actually doing something great for society and seems like the type of person we need more of on this planet. Now, stop reading my journal. Today it is not that interesting. Go read what those two young ladies have written. It is worth it.


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Revealing Too Much of Your Personal Information

03:43 Jan 21 2008
Times Read: 668


I just read the journal of someone who will not be named in this entry. The person in question had something tragic happen to her and is in a lot of pain over it. The event is painful and I am sorry this person lost a loved one. However, she wrote about it in her journal. The entry should have been made private. Yes, this person has two profiles on the rave and the person who messaged her about the event must know that and read both profiles/ journals.



Revealing too much of your personal information in your journal can backfire on you if the wrong person reads it. They may send you a message that is sick or messes with your head over it. Now, unless you are a strong person ( I am and therefore if something is painful to me revealing that to others is not going to cause me any emotional trauma, even if someone says something weird ), it may be better to not write it in your journal. Make it a private entry if you have too. Talk with trusted friends online about it in private messages. In fact, get off the Internet and find someone in your everyday life to talk to.


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This Does Affect Your Soul If You Are Human

00:42 Jan 16 2008
Times Read: 677


OAKLAND, California (CNN) -- Fifth-grader Christopher Rodriguez sat down Thursday at his piano for his weekly lesson, arched his fingers over the keys and began to play.



Across the street from Harmony Road Music School in north Oakland, California, Jared Adams, 24, allegedly raised his gun at a Chevron gas station attendant during a holdup and fired.



A bullet ripped through the walls of Christopher's classroom striking him in his side, piercing his kidney and spleen and lodging in his spine. The bullet barely missed the 10-year-old's heart.



He will likely be paralyzed for life from the waist down, doctors say.



"This is probably the worst thing that's ever happened to me in my life. I love my son greatly," the boy's father, Richard Rodriguez, said Friday at a news conference.



Christopher loved music. He had recently taken up African drumming, spent hours listening to classical music and played basketball.



"I feel like half his life was taken from him; his inability, probably, to walk -- ever," Rodriguez said, his voice breaking.



Christopher's mother, Jennifer Rodriguez, had been waiting outside in her SUV for her son's lesson to end.



She not only heard the shots but came close to being hit herself. At least two bullets from Adams' gun struck her vehicle, police said.



On the phone and distracted, she at first dismissed the noises as someone throwing rocks at her SUV. But when she realized it was gunfire, she dashed into her son's class. Christopher was on the floor, his classmates and instructor hovering over him.



"I can't feel my legs! I can't feel my legs!" Christopher cried.



As emergency workers rushed the boy to the hospital, police were chasing Adams, who was speeding away. Adams rammed his vehicle into a car carrying a woman and her two children and then slammed into a parked car, police said.



The woman and children escaped without injury, according to authorities.



Adams was charged Monday with attempted murder, robbery, evading a police officer, driving recklessly and being an ex-felon in possession of a firearm, Oakland Police Department spokesman Roland Holmgren told CNN.



He's being held without bail, according to Holmgren. CNN was not immediately able to determine whether he had a lawyer.



Authorities found a ski mask, loaded gun and cash at the scene. Adams has prior convictions for driving under the influence and gun possession, records show. He pleaded no contest to felony evading arrest in 2006 for fleeing an Emeryville police officer and had run from or physically resisted a California Highway Patrol officer and police in Albany and Berkeley, the San Francisco Chronicle reported.



Adams once complained in court that young people raised in the city like himself never got opportunities, the paper also reported.



Adams has been told about Christopher, said Holmgren.



"It doesn't matter whether it's your first day on the street as an officer or a veteran, to see a child doing something as innocent as taking a piano lesson and have this happen to him, it affects your soul," said Holmgren.



Meanwhile, doctors delivered tragic news about Christopher's future.



"He's going to face years of rehabilitation," said Dr. James Betts, chief of surgery at Children's Hospital Oakland. "We are all hoping there will be some degree of recovery. We feel like the injury is permanent, and the paralysis is permanent.



"[It will be] a challenging life for this young boy."



Christopher's friends and fellow music lovers plan to help him.



Harmony Road Music School will hold a benefit concert for the Rodriguez family February 10 at 2 p.m. at Chapel of the Chimes, a place of worship near the school.



"The family is going to have to, essentially, make a home for a disabled child now," said school owner Jim Callahan. "They'll have to change the stairs in their home, make all sorts of expensive adjustments."



Callahan met with instructors at Harmony Road Monday. They are talking about the incident with the students old enough to understand what happened.

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Classes have not stopped.



"Music has a healing quality all its own," said Callahan. "We will not be terrorized by this." E-mail to a friend E-mail to a friend



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If you are human and have a heart, this should affect your soul. Someone with a gun harmed an innocent child. I am sure many will say this kind of thing happens everyday and that there is no way to put a stop to it. I wish that wishing would make things so. I would wish that the young man with the gun had made better choices the day he decided to rob a gas station and forever change a young boy's life.



This child loved music and I can relate, since I am perhaps one of the biggest lovers of music on the planet. I took piano lessons as a child and even though I did not stick with it, I am grateful for the opportunity to learn a musical instrument. My own son wanted a guitar for Christmas. He got one. I do not care if he is the next Jimi Hendrix or Stevie Ray Vaughn. All I cared about is that he wanted to learn music and I made damn sure he got the chance.



I hope this young man is able to recover somewhat from this tragedy. I hope the person responsible has to be reminded of what he took from someone else when he decided to pick up a gun. I hope that others learn something from this. Your actions can impact someone you have never laid eyes on. By doing the wrong thing, you can cause pain and misery to those you do not know.


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Sometimes

00:24 Jan 07 2008
Times Read: 691


Sometimes I wonder if the people who know me best do not really know me at all. I have been blocked by someone I know in real life who I have roommated with, helped, cried with and loved like a brother. Still do. Perhaps, he did not want to hear what I had to say on a certain subject. I just wanted to know how he was doing. The rest had no bearing on what I was going to message him.



Well------------------- that's life. That is just the way the old ball bounces. I have lived through other times that this individual has been angry with me, I will live through this. His anger is what fuels him and makes him stay alive sometimes. That is much preferrable to attending his funeral.


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Not Really Father of The Year Material

01:58 Jan 02 2008
Times Read: 713


MARKHAM, Illinois (AP) -- A suburban Chicago man is accused of setting an apartment fire -- killing his pregnant daughter, her husband and their young child -- because the son-in-law didn't ask permission for the marriage, prosecutors said.



Subhash Chander, 57, of Oak Forest, Illinois, was ordered held without bond Tuesday on three counts of first-degree murder, one count of intentional homicide of an unborn child and one count of aggravated arson.



Prosecutors allege Chander used gasoline to start the fire late Saturday. The India native told police he disliked his son-in-law because he belonged to a lower caste and had married his daughter without his consent, said Cook County First Assistant State's Attorney Robert Milan.



"His son-in-law was beneath him in his opinion," Milan said.



But Chander's sister, Kamla Devi, told WBBM-AM that her brother is innocent. She said that relatives approved of the marriage and that the caste system was not a consideration for her family in India, nor is it a consideration now in the United States.



"There was no family problem. There was nothing going on. Absolutely nothing," Devi said.



Devi told the radio station that the family is from Chandigarh in northern India.



The Cook County medical examiner's office said the victims died of carbon-monoxide poisoning and smoke and soot inhalation.



Milan identified the victims as 22-year-old Monika Rani, her 36-year-old husband, Rajesh Kumar, and their 3-year-old son, Vansh. Rani was five months pregnant, Milan said.



hander had a public defender in bond court Tuesday, Milan said, but The Associated Press was unable to determine who it was. A call to a listing for Chander reached a man who said it was a wrong number.



Chander told police the gasoline spilled during "a pushing match" with his son-in-law, Milan said. Chander also told police that he ignited the gas with a lighter because he was angry, Milan said.



But prosecutors said the victims may have been asleep. All other residents of the apartment building were able to escape, Milan said.



It took firefighters three hours to extinguish the blaze, which gutted the 36-unit Le Claire Station Apartments



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Well, I am sure some could argue that this man comes from another culture and that his viewpoint is not exactly American. I respect all cultures and wish the son-in-law had asked for permission to marry this woman. Of course, it would have been denied, since the woman's father considered the man beneath him. The couple could have then fled and been together if that was something they had to do.



What gets me about this is the father waited so long to kill them. If he was really that incensed about this marriage, why did he wait until his daughter was carrying her second child? Perhaps, he really lost his mind.


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Jan 1, 2008

12:39 Jan 01 2008
Times Read: 715


Time marches on and waits for no-one. We are starting a new year and many will make resolutions that will either be successful or will fail. I am just proud of anyone that makes the attempt to change something they do not like about their life. Whether they resolve to lose the fifteen ppunds they packed on during the holidays or they want to quit smoking does not matter. It was a feat that they decided something needed to change. Their success or failure does not figure in to it.



My wish for the new year is that everyone who reads this has a good year. I hope that they find themselves happy, healthy and wise. My true desire is that they find themselves saying my cup runneth ove with all the good things life has to offer. Of course, there will be rough patches this coming year. This is no ideal place you can run to and not have a problem. However, your attitude about it makes all the difference. Have a crummy attitude and be prepared to have a miserable year. Change your attitude and by next New Year's , you may find yourself a happier individual. It is really quite simple.



To anyone reading this, I will quote one of my favorite journalists, Good Night and Good Luck. May those words truly happen for each of you in the coming months.


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