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Tonight I watched a movie on the Lifetime Movie Ntetwork called Blonde. It was about Marilyn Monroe. The actress that played her did an alright job. I still think Mira Sorvino is the best version of Marilyn I have seen yet. I do not like the movie protrayal of Marilyn in the Sorvino film, Norma Jean and Marilyn. I think the person responsible for that film did a hatchet job on Marilyn.



The movie Blonde makes Marilyn appear more human. In fact, the last person who speaks in the film is a make-up artist who worked on Marilyn. He states that anyone who ever makes a bad comment about Ms. Monroe to him will have their teeth knocked down their throat. He said she was the most human out of all of them. I am sure this may have not been factual. The comment made have been made, but I doubt if he ever wanted it in a movie. Marilyn is a pop culture icon, but she did seem more human and less tragic in this film. I think people tend to forget and surely forgot when she was alive that she was a person. I tend to agree with her first husband, Joe DiMaggio, that people used her and expected her to make do with the scraps they threw at her. One comment attributed to the actress Joan Crawford seems to fit. After Marilyn's death, Crawford said she had no friends. It does not look like she had many who truly cared about her.

You know sometimes the nicest people end up with the biggest jerks around. There is a lady on the Rave who is married to one of the biggest liars/ losers currently on planet Earth. I wish my one vote would get him off the planet. Currently, they are legally separated and I hope she goes ahead and divorces his sorry behind. I think marriage is a sacred thing, but this fellow has made a mockery of the whole institution of marriage. He has lied to this woman, berated her, tried to get her to participate in his various cons and got angry when she warned other unsuspecting women about his psychopathic behaviors.



I hope she finds someone who will love her for the wonderful human being she really is. Her husband will tell her that all of her female friends are really not her friends. Or he states she is having a lesbian affair with them. I know he would like to isolate her from everyone that ever cared about her. That is what an abuser will do. They will take someone and get them all by themself. That way they can abuse that person in private.



I am glad that he is currently in another state. He is on the run from the law. Not only is his wife a law-aibiding citzen, but she is not willing to aid and abet a career felon. He is wanted in at least one state. I am sure he has warrants in others. She just recently found out about his past. He has used aliases. I just hope the law catches this idiot before he hurts someone else.

I use to sing this song to my son. I will have to buy him a copy of the song. That way he can listen to it whenever he feels like it.



Oh, I could hide neath the wings

Of the bluebird as she sings.

The six oclock alarm would never ring.

Whoops its ringing and I rise,

Wipe the sleep out of my eyes.

My shavin razors cold and it stings.



Cheer up, sleepy jean.

Oh, what can it mean.

To a daydream believer

And a homecoming queen.



You once thought of me

As a white knight on a steed.

Now you know how happy I can be.

Oh, and our good times starts and end

Without dollar one to spend.

But how much, baby, do we really need.



Cheer up, sleepy jean.

Oh, what can it mean.

To a daydream believer

And a homecoming queen.

Cheer up, sleepy jean.

Oh, what can it mean.

To a daydream believer

And a homecoming queen.



[instrumental interlude]



Cheer up, sleepy jean.

Oh, what can it mean.

To a daydream believer

And a homecoming queen.

[repeat and fade]

This journal entry is about my next door neighbor that I wrote about in my Rant entry. She is the most inconsiderate human being I have ever known. She knows I work nights. Most people would realize that I sleep days. Not her. Every damn time I lay down for a nap during the day whether I work that night or not, she calls for some of the most dumb reasons. Today she was getting ready to visit her grandfather in the hospital. While I have empathy for someone with a sick relative, I do not have empathy for those who choose to wake me up when I am sleeping. If it had been something major , I would not have minded. This is what she wanted me to do: Come over to her apartment and help her decide what to take in her infant daughter's diaper bag. What the hell? I know she is not that retarded. (I do not care what the politically correct think about that term.) She was already dressed and needed to change the baby. Her friend Lora was coming to pick her up. Why couldn't Lora help her with the diaper bag? It is like this woman has a radar. She knows when I am asleep or something. Now, if she is resting she will not be happy if she is bothered. It is a whole different story though when it is not her.



I went over and helped her with the diaper bag. She then answered the door for her friend. I talked with the friend for a few moments, stole some candy she had gotten at the parade for the fair that is in town, and went home. I then had my nap. I know they are asleep next door. The wicked part of me wants to bang on the door and then run back into my house. If it was not for the baby, I would.

Why is my next door neighbor so incapable of intelligent thought? She is nice, but she is probably one of the dumbest people I have ever met. I know some of it is because of her upbringing, but damn she is 26 years old and behaves more like a 12 year old. Plus, she thinks every guy in a hundred miles radius wants her. That is not the case. She has a fiancee and a new baby girl. Why in the hell is she worried about what some guy wanted with me last night? He is an old friend from a previous job. I had seen him at the apartment complex I live at once before. Well, last night I was walking back from the store with my neigbor and she noticed this guy staring at us. I am sure she thought the guy was staring at her. Anyway , he finally spoke and I realized what who it was. He wanted to know if I was still married. He then asked my status. I told him I was single. He wanted to know if I had time for him last night. No, I did not. I was busy. Anyway, I told him if he remembered how I was the last time he knew me then he knew I was a slow mover when it came to relationships. I told him we could be friends and see where it went.



Today she tells me she thought all he wanted was sex . Duh? Most guys and girls eventually will want to take a relationship there. It is just up to the individuals involved how soon that happens. I guess she was trying to imply that all a man would want with me is sex. Hell, that is still none of her damn business.



She was suppose to give me a ride to work tonight. Since she cannot keep her ass at home, when her fiancee is at work, she did not show up until 6:24 pm. She knew to be here at 6. IF she was running late and could not have done it, she could have had the decency to call. I could have arranged another ride to work. I work as a temp and they only take so many a night. They do it on a first come first serve basis. I called and found out they only needed 11 temps. Four were already signed in. By the time I made it to the job, they would have had their 11. That is just a waste of gas.

I am like your fiancee use to work the same job , you should know that I cannot be late and work that night. Then she wanted me to lie about why I did not go in to my roommate. No. She did not want my roommate irked at her. I am not lying for her. That is not happening. I am sorry I just needed to rant. It is not my car, but she could have told me I cannot do it on time and I could have rode the bus. It was too late for the bus by the time she showed up. I tried calling her, but of course she was not answering her cell phone.