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Happiness is like a fucking butterfly.The longer you chase it, the farther it seems to get. If you just sit there and let happiness choose when it is ready to land on you, doesnt mean you will stay sane while youre waiting. Well, it didnt happen for me. Insanity attacked and is rapeing me in full destroy-the-girl-and her-sanity mode. And even if the butterfly flutters over and lands on your hand, doesnt mean it will stay for long. no....something must come and change the state of this now calm butterfly. Some outside something must come and crush this butterfly till it is nothing more than dust in the wind. As the remains blow into the wind, so does pieces of your heart. Each time the pain of losing this butterfly hurts more. If you try and capture this butterfly, hoping for a smile to come across your face again, it finds a way to escape and this kills you even more. The butterfly ends up turning around and biting you in the ass, if you dont mind me saying. Eventually happiness wont make you happy, knowing the end will soon follow. So what is there left for you to do? Suicide is the irreversable solution to your problems, but is that neccesary? A good friend taught me that, well I hope this person is still my friend. He is the latest cause of my misery and insanity at this moment.